H.U.M.A.N

Ch 17

Taehyung's POV

"When will you tell me what happened that day?" Jimin was standing in front of me with a frown hands on both sides of his waste demanding answers "I know it has something to do with that asshole ... His smell was all over you" I just stayed on my bed head hanging low "There is nothing to be said chim" I just muttered

"Oh nothing really ... Then why the fuck he's been staring at you for the past two weeks as if asking for permission to come close and talk but you ain't letting him .. you two definitely had a fight cuz you were like glued to each other before" he said and I could sense him coming closer till he is settled next to me on the bed "Don't make me go and make him spit it out tae" unconsciously I held into jimin's arm shaking my heaf but still not looking at him "No ... Please I will just ... fix it in my own" I hear him sigh deeply and started patting my head "Can you at least answer this one question ... Did he force you?" He asked quietly I answered right away "No of course not ... He is not that type of person"

"Just know that I'm only worried about you tae ... And if he ever thought of hurting you ... You know I won't hold back" I just nodded with my head now lying on his shoulder and hugged him tightly

"I know chim ... And I love you too" I heard him chuckle and hugged me back before getting up "So I'mma go now for a run" I just looked at him nodding "Don't wonder off too much" he just winked at me before closing the door behind him and I just threw myself back on the bed closing my eyes but was faced by the image of his far away frame and sad eyes looking deeply into mine asking for permission to come closer and talk to me ... But I never gave it to him and it's been two weeks since he came back.

Weirdly after that day jungkook were no where to be seen at school or the pack house .. I was worried sick but I didn't have the courage to ask hoseok about him ... That night.... as much as I would sound like a hypocrite after pushing him away ... That night was magical, I could still feel his lips, tongue, hands, everything I could still feel them on my body as if they are still there feeling me ... Even his canines that was nibbling on my neck I could still feel the delicious sparks that emitted from them, it felt so right on me but I knew from the inside that it was wrong ... We don't belong together we never will ... He is the next alpha and one day he will find his mate and as ironic as it sounds I know how hard is to fight the pull , mom told me numerous stories about it... Even love can't come between fated mates

I touched my neck where I still feel his canines and I could feel a tear rolling down my cheek

I just need to let it go ... These feelings aren't right

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"Where you going?" Jimin asked me as I was getting up even though we just got our food and were about to eat "I will just go to the bathroom real fast"

"Want me to come with you?" I just shook my head "It's okay. .. just start eating without me I won't take long" and without a reply I fasten my steps and for some reason I ended up on the bathroom on the third floor even though there is one on the ground floor close to the cafeteria ... I guess I feel more comfortable here since nobody comes here

I went into one of the stalls to do my business

'SHIT OH SHIT ... HOW CAN I FORGET'

I searched my pockets for my phone to call jimin but it wasn't there .... Ugh I left it on the table JUST NICE.

I took a deep breath closing my eyes 'It's been so long since I did this' I kept my eyes closed and took one more deep breath

'Jimin help' I linked jimin and I hope it worked