Is this unrequited? | Chaelisa

46. Give me that look and I'm yours

A/N: Hi guys. Can you please read the authors note at the end of the chapter. Its really important for the future of the fic. Thanks.

There was a certain buzz in the air today. The type that makes your heart jitter a little as you think about what is to come from the day. The type that makes you both happy but extremely nervous too...

Lisa pov:
I was finally flying back to Korea.

I never thought I'd say those words but, here I am.

I had something planned for Rosie.

I asked my mum to help me prep it all since she flew back to Korea last night and I didn't want to tell the girls incase they got the wrong idea... which I mean, probably would have been the right idea really.

I had to lie to my mum and while, I feel bad about it, I know it will all pay of. I told my mum Chaeyoung was upset and I wanted to cheer her up so I made her go out and buy some things for me.

I told her to buy me a bunch of flowers, fairy lights, wine and the rest I would handle. I didn't want it to come across too romantic but, it would have been impossible for me to get everything in time for tonight if I hadn't asked mum for her help.

I'm glad my flight out was early in the morning so I would still have time to get the other things I needed.

In the pit of my stomach I was feeling really nervous. At times I'd feel a lump forming in my throat about what was to happen tonight. I questioned if I was ready to do it but, I know I just have to fight my doubts and insecurities because I know, in the end, I want this. I really want this.

Rosé pov:
I've spent my day at the dorm today since my parents and sister are out of town and I don't particularly like big spaces if I'm all alone.

Besides, Jisoo stays at the dorm so I thought I'd keep her company or rather, annoy her as it seems.

"Chaeyoung can you stop that?" She asks me.

"What?" I reply to her.

"You keep looking like you're deep in thought and its putting me off"

"What?" I say laughing. "What are you talking about Soo?"

"Nothing. I just - I'm trying to figure out which bow tie to get Dalgomie but every time I look up, I see you staring out the window or something. Are you turning into a philosopher?"

I laugh at her stupid words "Want me to help?" I say as I flop onto her bed, joining her.

"Can I help you?" She asks me, this time, no hint of sarcasm or annoyance in her voice.

"Huh?" I let out.

"You seem like something is on your mind. Can I help? I don't want you to keep things to yourself if you're upset about something"

"Aw Chuu" I coo as I engulf her into my arms and even though she was trying to get out of my grip, I know she was loving every second.

I wasn't upset about anything, I was just day dreaming. Not about much in particular but I kept thinking back to Lisa. How the year only has a few months left and we've become closer than ever this year both, emotionally and physically.

I remember how it felt to have my lips against her juicy plump lips as our tongues slid past one another and how it felt when she'd bite my lip or when she'd squeeze my ass.

Things have changed a lot between Lisa and I and while, when I look at it from an outside perspective its a bit daunting, in the moment, when its just her and I, just the two of us, its the best thing I could have ever asked for.