The Princess (The Selection)

Chapter Fifty One

"Celia, why are you so quiet?" Astra asks. She picks up a pair of sunglasses and examines them. I run my ponytail through hands as I shrug. I look in the mirror at my eyes. Instead of being their normal icy blue color, they are a hazel color due to the colored contacts I have in. I have on jeans and a tee shirt layered under a black hoodie. I have black, fuzzy boots that Emily brought for me, too.

"Oh, um. Nothing. Just something that happened last night," I say. I leaf through a rack of belts, trying to look interested in something I will never wear. Emily stops me and turns me around.

"Did someone propose?" she whisper yells. I shake my head.

"No. I just had a really strange dream. I'll be fine," I say. I walk away from them to look at a rack of scarves, one thing that I'm allowed to buy instead of heaving maids make. I pick up a white scarf that is similar to the one that got ruined during my time with Ethan. I also pick up a baby pink one that would match a sun dress my maids prepared for me.

"What kind of dream?" Astra says after cornering me between a stack of boxes and rack of jeans. I cross my arms and sigh. I look her right in the eyes but don't speak. "Come on, Celia!" Astra complains.

"Fine. I had a dream about Flynn," I say. Astra and Emily both giggle. My cheeks heat up and I have an urge to hide.

"What kind of dream?" Emily asks. She giggles her eyebrows which causes the two of them to laugh even more. I can feel the blush become even darker, though. I slap Emily's shoulder and she stops laughing.

"Not that kind of dream. It was nowhere close to that," I say. Astra stops laughing and turns her head to the side as if it would give her a better view of me.

"Well, what was it?" Astra asks. I pull my ponytail over my shoulder and pick through it, fixing all the imaginary knots.

"Flynn and I were running through the palace. He was chasing me. When caught he asked my why I ran away and I asked him why he was chasing me," I say. Astra raises her eyebrows in a questioning way. She turns her hand in a circular motion telling me to continue.

"There has to be more. That would never bother you so much," Astra says after I don't say anything. Emily just stares at me like she knows to stay out of this.

"Then he asked me if I was running away from him or something else. I didn't understand and then he asked me if I was running away from my feeling. Then, I ran away and he let me go," I say. Astra nods and Emily just has a confused look on her face.

"Do you think there is more to your feeling than you are trying to allow yourself to have?" Astra asks. I shrug.

"I don't know," I say. Emily puts her arms on my shoulders and stands on her tiptoes to look me in the eye.

"Celia, are you trying not to love?" Emily asks. I shrug.

"I don't know but can we not talk about this right now?" I ask. They both nod and turn away. We pick through a couple racks of clothes, most of which I will never wear.

When we're done there, we walk to a book store. I pick up several things that the palace doesn't have. Then my name catches my eye. I walk towards a magazine with a picture of my family on it. The title reads Scandal In The Palace! What other secrets are they keeping?. I pick it up. Astra and Emily walk over and look over my shoulder.

The subtitles read things like Queen America's Other Man! or Princess Celia actually a miscarriage? and Tames still in palace!. I flip through the pages and they all are stories about things that happened in the palace. Things that I've told very few people.

Things that I told Kevin. The things he must have wrote about for his story about me. And I gave him permission to publish.
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Disclaimer: Kiera Cass owns The Selection, not me.