Poison

Chapter 44

Two weeks later

Roslin(Rose)POV:

I rub my red eyes, trying to fall asleep. So it's been Two weeks now, since the whole vomiting scene and I'm only getting worse. I think I know what's wrong with me, but I don't want to believe it. It can't be.

Rita walked in holding a cup of soup. She thinks it's just a fever and I'm also hoping it's one. "Here's your cup of soup. I think k you should go see a doctor" she sits next to me, handing me my cup. I nod and take a sip. I try swallowing, but it won't go through. I just put it next to me.

"When was the last time you had sex?"

That question caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting it. I looked away. She's studying to be a doctor, she must see what I'm seeing. I clear my throat. "The day I got back, when we went to the club. I also had it about two weeks after. So a month ago"

She nod. "And you used a condom, right? Both times?"

I nod. "Yeah, of course."

"And it was the same person, right?"

I cleared my throat. I sigh and shake my head. I look down. "No, it wasn't." Her eyes widen and she cleared her throat and pursed her lips.

She sighed. "I don't know if I should be scared of the two people you slept with or the fact that you slept with two people. Who are this people?"

I swallow the lump in my throat. "Rizzy and I- I don't remember the other one"

Her eyes went huge again, if it was possible. She covered her mouth. She looked like she was about to faint. Was it because I slept with Aaron or because I don't 'remember' the second guy?

We sat in silence for a few minutes. She got up and started pacing up and down my room. I closed my eyes because she was making me dizzy.

"You lying"

My eyes popped out, my eyebrows immediately furrow. I was about to say something, but she put up her hand to stop me. "You lying about not remembering the second guy. When you lying you stutter"

"Rita, I only stuttered because I'm embarrassed. I don't remember the second guy I slept with. Why would I lie?"

She shrug. "Really? Well I don't believe you. Who's the second guy?"

I looked at her shocked. I didn't know what to do or say. I couldn't tell her. I'm embarrassed. Maybe because I went back to the guy who called me a hoe or because he has a girlfriend who is Rizzy's sister and Rita's friend. But when I slept with Chris I didn't know he had a girl. I would have never let him smash and we were both drunk. I would have never left him smash period. I look down ashamed.

"Please don't judge me. I didn't know he was in a relationship. I would have never had sex with him if I knew and we were both drunk. It's Chris-"

"No..."

I looked up at her. I took a deep breath, waiting for her lecture on safe sex, like she has been giving me this past few years. When I looked at her, she was angry or sad or disgusted. She was- she was disappointed. She was crying. But why? Shouldn't I be the one crying? The one disappointed? I didn't want to be pregnant. I'm only doing my second year and I'm already pregnant. I'm still left with two more years.

"I'll um-I'll set up a doctor's appointment for you sometime this week. If you pregnant, you have to tell the both of them. But the doctor will tell you when you due and you can calculator who's the father."

"I have to tell both of them? Chris will kill me if Rihanna found out he cheated. Rizzy will never talk to me knowing I'm the reason behind his sister's heartbreak."

"Well its not really your fault only. You didn't know about Rihanna and you had no one to be faithful to. It's all Chris's fault. His the one in a relationship. As for Rizzy... I can't speak for him. He has every right to feel what ever he will be feeling."

I pursed my lips. "Well I won't have to tell them anything. If I'm pregnant, I won't keep it. I'm still in school and I'm not ready to have a baby, especially with drug dealers."

She laughed. "Ha! Drug dealer? What did you think would happen when you slept with the drug dealers? If you killing that baby, they still deserve to know. They need to know that you robbed them of an opportunity to become a father. One of them is the father of that baby"

I laughed. "So you think they'll just accept the fact that I'm pregnant? Chris especially? You wish! I will not put me and my baby through that. That hate. Chris will hate the baby"

"What if it's Aaron's baby? You keep saying Chris"

"Because this all happened after having sex with him. Not Rizzy"

"You're telling them. I'm not going to be put in an awkward situation because of you. I'm the one who has to look Rihanna, Chris and Aaron in the eye and lie, not you! Act as though I know nothing, not you! Maybe Rizzy is the father and he will love that baby. Maybe Chris is the father and has been asking for a baby."

"You think this is easy for me? To lie? To act as if everything is ok! Well its not! I'm the one who has to get an abortion. I'm the one who's going to feel the emotional hurt. I have to deal with the pain of losing my baby, because I don't want him or her to be hated for something they have nothing to do with, so don't stand there and make this about you! This is my life and I'll do what's best for me, not other people. I'm not like you Rita, I don't live to make other people happy. I live to make me happy. I don't care about Chris or Rizzy. Fuck them both. I'm doing what's best for me, they don't care about me and I won't give them the chance to"

"Well baby... this is your bed, you made it and only you are going to lie on it. It's only about making you happy, right? It's not about making me happy, right? So I can't sleep in it with you."

She walked out of my room. I hurt her feelings. I sigh. This is all too much

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