That Smile II (Dave East Fanfiction)

Seventy Two.

Happy New Year! We made it. 2021 be good to all of us.

Y'all didn't think I'd leave you hanging did you? I had to come with a chapter for y'all today. Bring in the new year right.

This chapter is....decent. Well I like it. Excuse any mistakes and enjoy.

Trey's POV

"Did you hear that Mr.Banks?"

"No." I cleared my throat. "Hey let's reschedule. I'm sure you all got whatever this is under control. I'll be in my office." I stood up and left the meeting room.

I walked by my assistant's desk and subtly nodded to my office. She quickly got up and followed behind me. When the door closed she pushed me down on the couch and climbed on top of me, kissing on my neck.

She unbuttoned my shirt and continued to kiss down. I honestly don't want to have sex with her but I'm constantly thinking about Kairi and I wish I wasn't.

Since she walked out of my house almost a month ago, she's been on my mind heavy. I miss her. I'm not mad she left me. Hell I was in her shoes.

I was frustrated with her when she wouldn't give me a chance now that she has, now it's me who isn't ready to fully commit.

I thought I was. I was doing everything right as far as being a boyfriend. I was faithful and only focused on her. It's just when she wants to talk about my wife, it goes left.

I am upset that she got mad at me for not wanting to talk about it. Like she shamed me for it. That's what it felt like to me.

Anytime she wanted to talk about her kid's father, I was there to listen. If she didn't want to then I never forced her. I want the same respect.

Yes I still have a box of my wife's stuff. We were married and I pictured myself being with her for the rest of my life.

There aren't any inappropriate things in the box, there are pictures of us. All of our ultrasound pictures. Her ring, her love letters to me. Cute notes she left around the house. Maternity pictures.

Little things like that. Those mean something to me and I don't feel like I should have to get rid of them if I don't want to.

I still love Kairi with the things in there. None of that changes for me but I guess it does for her.

I groaned when my assistant finally put my dick in her mouth. My body relaxed as she became my stress reliever.

As far as the room being closed off, I just don't want to go in there. I haven't seen it since before we went to the hospital for my daughter's arrival.

She never got to see it and since she can't, I don't want to go in there myself. Me and her mom stayed up late making sure it was perfect.

We didn't want to do the typical pink so we did yellow and white. Her theme was basically the country in the spring. She was due in May.

We had butterflies flying, bees, daisies, sunflowers. I know she would have loved it.

We were going through the whole process in the delivery room. Whitney was pushing and then everything started to take a turn for the worse.

"Stop." I gently pushed my assistant. "I'm not feeling it." I sat up and pulled my pants back on. "Thanks though."

Without a word she got up and left out of my office. I went over to my desk and sat down. My blood started to boil and I abruptly knocked everything off of my desk.

Then I knocked over my office chair and pulled stuff off of the shelves. I don't want to feel like this but I do and I feel like everybody keeps leaving.