My boyfriend

Breath

I woke up a few hours later, my body feeling a little numb. I looked up at Tsuki and blinked repeatedly. I groaned and crawled up into bed. I curled up at tsukis side and he felt warm to the touch. Oh I hope he isn't sick.

The next morning I wiped up to my phone going off. I lifted it up and squinted my eyes at the screen. My mom blew up my phone with a million texts and missed calls. I texted her back. 'I'm safe. I slept over at tsukis.' I threw my phone down and hugged Tsuki. He coughed and took a deep breath. I looked up at him and he sat up, kind of shaky. I touched his arm. "Are you okay?" He shook his head and slowly scooted to the edge of the bed.

I sat up and rubbed his back, my nails lightly scratching him. He scratched his neck and groaned. "I feel like shit." He whispered and I put my cheek on his back. "Don't say stuff like that." I said and stood up. I lifted his head up and pushed his hair back. "Don't drink with them again. You said some really stupid things." He fell back "Oh god, what did I say?"

I giggled and leaned my hands on his thighs. "You kept yelling that you loved me and you called me baby and tried to make me kiss you." He covered his face and let out a heavy breath. "It's okay Tsuki, it was kind of cute, just not in the moment." I smiled and took my hands off his legs. I walked out of the room quietly to get him some water. I walked into the kitchen and his mom was sitting on the table.

She smiled and I nodded slightly as I took a water bottle out of the fridge. "Did you sleep well?" She asked and I nodded. "Sorry for not asking, Tsuki didn't feel good last night." She waved his hand "Oh please, you don't need to ask me to stay over." I smiled to myself and nodded. "Thank you." I walked back into the room and Tsuki was laying down, the pillow covering his face.

I crawled onto the bed and lifted it up slightly. "Are you tried to suffocate yourself?" He glanced at him, seeming tired and I rubbed his cheek with my thumb. "Drink something." I held the water bottle out and he grabbed it. He sighed and closed his eyes again, the water bottle falling out of his hand. I leaned over and kissed his cheek lightly. "Tsuki please stop being so stubborn." He had a pink face and he slowly turned onto his back.

I sat up slightly and took a sip of water. "When do I get a real kiss?" I smiled and leaned back on my hands. "Never." He turned to me with a curt smile and I bit at my lip out of habit. He leaned and pushed my down on the bed. I giggled and he kissed right by the corner of my mouth. "Why can't I kiss you, we've been dating for so long." He pleaded and the alcohol rolled off his breath. I held my breath and he looked in my eyes. "Can't we just try?"

I looked back at him and thought about it for a second. I took a slow breath and pushed up on my forearms. "Maybe...when your don't smell like alcohol." He had the most genuine smile I've ever seen before hugging me. "I love you." He pulled me up and then fell on his back. I was trapped in his arms and he shook me slightly. "Tsuki, I can't breathe."