My boyfriend

Next steps?

I sat in the hotel room with Tsuki and rubbed my tired eyes. He rolled over and stretched, his arms and legs shaking. I scratched his back subconsciously as I stared out the glass doors. "Mm, good morning yams." He smiled softly and I nodded slightly "Mh." I hummed back and he set a hand on my lap, messing with my shirt.

I looked back at him and his face was pressed up against the pillow, his finger slowly moving up my stomach. I touched his hand lightly and he immediately took it away. I watched him carefully and wiped his cheek with my thumb, his eyes opening slightly. "We've been dating for awhile." He nodded, still half asleep. I searched his face, not even sure myself what I was looking for.

Maybe for him to say it first? Maybe just an answer? Or for him to say he loves me. "Do you think we're ready...to Uh move on?" He looked at me as if he was still registering what I said and I finally took a breath. "Like what?" He said as he hurried his face in the blanket. I cursed myself and bit at my lips, nervously. "Do I really have to spell it out for you?" He finally stretched rubbed his eyes, looking at me with dull eyes.

"Well I don't want to assume anything, but we're still young, I don't want to risk anything."  I rolled my eyes and let out a breath. "16, were 16. I thought that was a normal age to...Ya know." I covered my face out of embarrassment and Tsuki hugged me gently. "I just don't know if I'm ready yet, don't be embarrassed." He whispered and I glanced down at him, his arms comfortably resting around my waist.

"Thanks Tsuki." I muttered. He chuckled lightly. "When will you call me Kei?" I shook my head and held back a smile. "Tsuki fits you better, you don't look like a Kei." I teased and squeezed his face together. He stuck his tongue out at me and I leaned down, kissing his forehead. "...love you." Tsuki said before kissing me. I held the back of his head and shut out everything except him. He sat up and placed his hand on the inside of my thigh. The kiss got messy and the door slammed suddenly.

My eyes shot open and my lips stopped moving against his. His mom gave a condescending look and I smiled awkwardly "Morning." I said awkwardly and she nodded politely before grabbing tsukis collar. He slid back and looked at me with loving eyes. She dragged him out of the room, still in his pajamas and I smiled to myself.