!WARNINGS: GORE, MURDER, DEATH, YANDERE, BLOOD, GETTING RAN OVER!
I would do anything in the world for Skeppy. Anything. Without a second thought. He means the world to me. I know I have feelings for him. But he is straight.
He has been putting me to the side lately. Hanging out with his other friends, leaving me on read, and talking to me at the last second. It hurts. So bad.
We used to be best friends. He used to do everything for me. At one point I even thought he maybe had feelings for me. Oh I was so wrong.
It started out with talking bad about me.
"You know Skeppy talks crap on you right?" I was so pissed. "He tells everyone your clingy and crazy." Am I really? "He also said he thinks you have feelings for him. He said that he could never like you back." Ouch. That one really hurt.
Then it lead to leaving me on read.
'Hi Geppy just wanted to check in..I feel like we haven't been talking as much. How are you?' Read: 6:04 P.M
'Hi! :D Whatca doin?' Read: 8:28 P.M
'I really miss you :<.' Read: 3:45 A.M
Oh how mad it would make me. I remember one time when he left me on read, I broke a glass. I got so mad I threw it. I really don't know what got over me. I got so pissed.
I mean, I would do anything for him. I would drop everything for him. I would crash my car for him. I would sell anything for him. I would kill anyone for him.
I just always want to be with him. Near him. In his thoughts. I want him always thinking about me like I am always thinking about him. I just want him to do the same for me as I would do the same for him.
It hurts. It pisses me off. It makes me rage. It makes me wanna throw things. It makes me cry. It makes me hurt people. It makes me break things. It makes me so mad when he ignores me.
Him leaving me on read soon turned into ignoring me always, and hanging out with his other friends. He posts thigs about them. Pictures. Video's. Tweets. And even makes videos about and for them.
I would kill all of them if I could. But only for him.
He just makes me so happy. He makes me feel like I am floating. He makes me feel like everything and anything is possible. He makes me feel like there are butterfly's in my stomach. He makes me want to throw things. He makes me want to cry. But he makes me so happy.
I have never felt like this for anyone before. Anyone.
I still don't know why he makes me feel so special.
Although he makes me want to kill people but I keep my distance. Until today.
It was almost 2 in the morning. I couldn't sleep. I knew Skeppy and his friends were hanging out today. I wish I was there. I wish I could always be with him.
As my dark room lit up from my phone I heard a ping. I rolled over and picked up my phone.
It was him.
Skeppy :(. 'Hey bad. syr for nevr talkin to u um can u pik me up i am rlly drunk ad i can not driev'
I read. My heart beat started to race. Skeppy texted me. He wants me to pick him up. Not any one else. Oh my god.
I rush out of my bed and to the front door. I hurry and get my shoes on and rush out the door to my car. My mind is racing. My heart is racing. My legs are racing. I finally get to talk to Skeppy.
As I pull out of my driveway, I call him.
He picks up.
"Hey! Where are you?" "John's house please come my head is ponding right now." He slurs out over the phone. I can hear the blaring music in the background. "I will be there in ten minutes. Stay on the phone with me." I hear him hum in agreement.
After maybe 7 or so minutes I pull up to the house. There is a couple people outside on the lawn. I see people kissing, dancing, and playing games. The house is blasting with music while lights are flashing all around the house.
"Skeppy!" I call out his name. He turns around and smiles. He walks up to the car and lazily gets in. "Hi bad.." He slurs out, his eyes closing. "Hi Skeppy. I missed you." He smiles. "I missed you to bad.." He tiredly says as he falls asleep.
I smiled at the sight. He is so adorable. "Hey who the fuck are you?" I look up to John leaning on my car door. I frown. "He called me." I sighed, turning on the car. "Why are you his boyfriend or something?" He laughs drunkily. "I wish" I mumble under my breath.
"What's your name?" He yells. I am confused how Skeppy is still asleep after all his yelling. "My name is Bad why?" "Oh he talks shit about you." He smiles. I frown. "You know what.." John says, walking away. I sigh. He's gone.
But instead of walking away from my car, he tries to walk over to my side of the car. My brain freezes. I always wanted him dead. This is my only chance. My breath picks up. It feels like everything is in slow motion.
My foot presses down. I feel a bump. I stop. I just killed him. I get out of my car in a hurry and see a dead body. Blood is everywhere. I just killed him. And it felt so good. So, so good.
In and out. Breath in and out.
I bend down to the body.
"Kinda like it." I blurt out, kicking the raw body. I smile. I should do this more. I hear sirens in the background. I can focus on anything else. Just the fact I killed someone. And it felt amazing.
I stand up and look back to my car. I see him looking at me through the window with a horrid look on his face. I smile at him. He shakes his head.
I feel someone grab my hands. I know who it is.
!REMEBER THIS IS FAKE, JUST A STORY, NONE OF THEM WOULD ACTUALY DO THIS. LOVE YOU SM<3!
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