⚠️Suicidal⚠️ ⚠️sadness⚠️ ⚠️suicide⚠️
I can feel my legs collapsing straight to the floor.
The alcohol I drank is finally kicking in.
My skin burns.
I feel weak and dim.
Why did you leave? I love you.
My legs keep shaking. It won't stop. The world is spinning around me.
Please someone help me. I need you.
I shake my head trying to get out off my mind.
I was going to be your loverman. I wanted you to be my loverman.
I miss my loverman.
Please. Can I be your loverman.
I miss my lover.
"Hey you muffin head!" You used to talk to me so soft and warm. "Zak!!" I love the way you say my name.
I run on and on.
I am starting to get dizzy. Can I live without you? I need you. Please please come back.
Am I okay? I am going to die?
Maybe.
Your fine without me though. That's why you left. But I need you.
I am Mr. Loverman.
And I miss my loverman.
I miss my lover.
I feel broken. I am shattering. I am shattered. I am spilling my tears everywhere on the ground.
Please Darryl. I really really need you.
It's so hard to breath.
What am I supposed to do? Without you..
I am Mr. Loverman.
I miss my loverman. Please please make it stop.
I am Mr. Loverman.
I miss my lover. I miss you so much.
It's so hard to breathe. How do you breathe I forgot.
I miss you so so so much.
I love you.
I am writing this for you.
Because right now I am bleeding out in the bath tub. You don't care though.
I can't live without you.
Maybe you can save me
But I doubt it.
Your my loverman.
Bye Darling.
Love, Zak.
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