what happened during those years?

Chapter 38

I felt nauseous and i immediately rushed to the bathroom.
I crouched down to the toilet before throwing up.
God i feel so weak
"Maybe i just ate something bad"
After i said that,i immediately threw up again.
I'll just get some medicine
I'm sure I'll feel better
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Oh boy i was wrong
It keeps getting worse
I always have sudden weird cravings.
Everytime i wake up in the morning i always feel nauseous.
And it feels like i have gained a little more weight.

This has been going on for two months now and Liam is getting worried.
We can't really do anything about it,i can only eat some medicine and hope that i will get better.
Right now i am on the couch with Liam asleep next to me.

I smiled softly and kissed his forehead.
I got up and laid him down on the couch carefully to not wake him up.
I went to the bedroom and got my laptop out.
I wanted to know whats been happening with me for the past two months.
I typed all of the symptoms that i have been getting.
I waited for the results to show up,feeling nervous and curious at the same time.

What if it's something really bad?
Am i gonna die?
Wait
I can't die again
A wave of relief hit me but i still wanted to know what's wrong with me.
The results showed up and....

Pregnancy

What..
But it can't be
I can't get pregnant!
It's impossible!
I refuse to believe that i am pregnant with a child
I scrolled down more to see more results,only to see that they are all the same.

No!
This is impossible
I need to find out if am actually pregnant or not
But how?
Wait how did Clara found out that she was pregnant?
I think she bought something called a pregnancy test
If i remembered correctly,it looks like a tiny pink and white stick.
I think i can get one at the store

I deleted the search history incase Liam sees this.
I got up from the bed and placed the laptop where it belongs.
I got my jacket before putting it on since it's freezing outside.
I also got my car keys and wallet,and placed it in one of my pants pocket.
After i got ready,i walked out of the bedroom and as i got to the living room,i see Liam sitting on the couch watching TV.

"Will?where are you going?"
"I'm going out to get uhh...fresh air.im just gonna go for a short walk around the park"
"Oh okay..but be careful okay?you know how sick you have been"
I laughed nervously and just nodded.
"Well i better get going now,don't worry i won't be out that long and also i love you!"
I closed the door and made my way towards my car.
I opened the door using the car keys and got in.

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