Memoires of an everchanging spirit

//The psychic reading

04.09.2021 //

*female voice on the phone*
"So you are Kira.
Kira.... When are you born?"

- "21st february 2002."

"That's the year of the horse, isn't it? And you're a pisces. You're a very sensitive soul. And I can already see that you will have many relationships in your life"

- "What, really?"

"I know you're curious, but before you start asking questions, give me time to spread the cards.

[...]

I can see...
you're searching for clarity and security.
But you know, that you've already found your little luck?"

- "Wait I don't understand.
What do you mean with 'little luck' ?"

"I told you to wait with asking questions. Let me do my work. The things I'm going to tell you may not be easy to hear but I do honest work and I will not keep the truth away from you"

- "No it's okay! Really. I want to know the truth."

[...]

"You are uncertain about a friendship with a young man.
You are very suspicious.
And he's someone who is very very stubborn and he alway wants to be right.
He sometimes tells you things you don't want to hear and you feel misunderstood.
Wait a minute...
Oh my.
He is really really hotheaded!
And he smokes a looot of weed. Is that true?"

- I gasp. "Yes! All of it! And he indeed smokes a lot of weed but I think he quit a few weeks ago; or at least he told me he wanted to quit."

"You needed a decision from him;
but there was no decision made.
And you still feel and care really deeply about him."

- "Yes! That is the case."

[...]

"But wait that's not the reason you are here. Is it about a boy you are in love with?"

- "Well I'm not attracted to men, but there is actually a girl on my mind"

"I see.
Wait a little, we will talk about that in a few moments...
I just feel another energy right now.

There is a girl in your life,
and I guess I know who she is because I know her personally.
She's like a ray of light in your life.
Like a sun.
And she's always there for you when you need her.
You think of her highly; she's very precious to you.
And almost like a sister, you care about her deeply.

[...]

but wait; when I look at your cards again...
I see,
you had to endure a lot in your life.
And you're still so young!
You experienced a lot of pain,
you didn't deserve that.
And because of that you are frightened and you don't trust easily.

And you have an extremely hard time forgetting and letting go.

And you are also a very nervous person.
You worry too much.
I see you using - probably weed as well - to calm yourself down? But that's alright, as long as you don't abuse substances."