[22.01.23 3:14 am]
I had to let you go this time
But what will hold me warm now in the cold days?
When snow is falling from the nightsky?
My feet are freezing,
My skin has become thinner
And I'm afraid my heart is slowly freezing too
We used to warm each other under the blankets, cuddling
And heat each other's hearts with memories, warm touch and silly giggles
It's all gone a long long time ago
I'm afraid the memories already start fading now
It's time
And I'm sitting here at 3 am. in your old hoodie in an attempt to keep myself warm or maybe my heart
I don't want my heart to freeze
And I'm missing what we had and it still hurts that these good times will never come back
Days pass by and all days look the same
Where you once occupied my entire heart is left a little void,
Right in the middle of my vital bloodpumping muscular organ
I feel like part of my soul is missing
I'm seeing you in the way I talk
and in the way I light my friends' cigarettes first now before lighting mine
In a way you're never really gone because a little part of you lives in me and occupies my mind anyways
It's really over this time
And I am feeling emptier than ever.
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Memoires of an everchanging spirit
Poetry„Memoir" (french: memory) //unfortunately, I can't turn off the swirling thoughts and memories in my head, but at the same time there is so much I never want to forget this is my life and I want to remember how I felt during these crucial moments w...
