But this time,
It is not my time to fight.
I'm so used to fighting
That it feels strange to just suddenly stop.
overwhelming silence.
Right now,
All I can do is to stay patient.
- patience -
I am not a patient person.
But I'm learning to become one.
I'm in no right to fight now,
As I have no right to say anything.
I have to lay myself back
And find comfort and solace in myself
While I provide the freedom to choosing one's own decisions.
Fighting would only sabotage decision-makings right now.
And I've already sabotaged enough.
So the only thing I can do now
Is hope for the time to pass faster.
And to give the freedom needed,
out of a place of love and understanding.
I'm trying to remind myself:
All of this is temporary.
And this too, shall pass.
I have no power.
I can only lay back into the universe and hope this will work out.
I have to endure this now.
I can't change anything.
Everything is gonna turn out alright.
I have to trust the universe.
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Memoires of an everchanging spirit
Poetry„Memoir" (french: memory) //unfortunately, I can't turn off the swirling thoughts and memories in my head, but at the same time there is so much I never want to forget this is my life and I want to remember how I felt during these crucial moments w...
