Memoires of an everchanging spirit

"Your energy is kinda odd today"

[27.07.22 11:20]

[...]

"What's up with you today?"

"What do you mean?"

"You radiate a completely different energy.
You seem a lot happier than the last few days,
And kind of excited?
But that's not quite it.
Something's odd about your energy"

"I seem happier?
Well that's a good thing.
I do feel happier than the last few days,
that's true.
But I'm also confused
And angry.
I'm really upset
And I don't know what to do with this new energy"

"Is ist about your break-up?"

"Umm, well -
They kind of came back to me."

"Oh my god, what? What a rollercoaster ride!
I'm happy for the two of you,
If this works out this time.
But don't let them fool your feelings!"

"No no, they won't.
It's just;
It's a new situation to me.
I don't know how to behave.
I really want to take things slowly
And I want to stand my ground this time.

I'm done losing myself to other people,
I'm done giving up my independence.
I mean,
In the end,
I am the most important person in my life,
aren't I?"

"This is a really good mindset you have.
Stick to your boundaries.
And they better prove themselves to you,
that they're worth receiving
another chance!
I wish you two good luck."

"Yeah, thank you.
I'm excited to see where this goes as well,
I gotta say I'm kinda sceptical as for now.
But I truly believe we can make this work out;
I mean, we're both willing to put in the effort.
We want to try getting to know each other again.
And we love each other,
And there's this familiar, safe feeling
connecting us.
I guess it's a new chapter.
And I really want to take things slowly this time.
I mean, we kind of promised each other we would give each other one more chance"

"It seems to me it's the right decision
you two made.
But don't they dare
fucking with your head again! Haha"