[30.12.2021]
It's always up and down
And deeper
And we are falling
And falling
And stumbling
And falling even further
Into that awful, endless abyss.
It's never gonna get easier,
Fuck no.
We're too complex for that and life and human existence in general is too hard and difficult for that.
I don't know if I will ever make it.
How am I supposed to?
It's so unfair.
It shouldn't be like this.
(What the fuck)
But at the same time
It's all so bittersweet
And even in the darkest hours
the moon still happens to shine
And the stars are so goddamn beautiful.
And there is always music
To hold my warm, broken heart tightly.
(Keep pushing forward.)
I don't know if it's ever gonna be worth it
But it's always
Up
And
Down.
And I don't wanna miss out on these heartbreakingly beautiful parts either,
Those hours,
And the bittersweet music.
I'm smiling as I write this,
With my heart empty
And my eyes teary-eyed
Because I didn't expect to come this far,
really.
And I'm so goddamn happy
To be able to experience all of this.
Being alive truly is a strange thing to be.
(But it's worth it, I guess.)
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