Make it four { VMINKOOK x READER }

Chapter 67

After the last chapter some of you hate me.. some of you love me lmfao... I've never received so many dms 🤣💀

This book is becoming unnecessarily long.. I just hope it's not boring and you're not losing interest..

Why are so many of you rereading the book when I specifically asked you NOT to...... ??
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Jungkook's POV:

I couldn't believe I was crying..I felt so alone and so exposed... It was like I had laid my heart out for this man for the second time.. the man who didn't even give a shit about me..

I wasn't that drunk.. just drunk enough to tell y/n how I felt about her.. yeah, well maybe I was a little drunk.. But I was conscious enough to know what was going on..

But once he gave me a hug, I couldn't think of anything.. This was not a part of the plan.. But here I was, my head on his shoulder, his jacket getting wet because of the tears that had started falling without preamble, his hand in my hair and my mind fogged by his proximity..

I had already spoken a lot.. I should've just shut up and turned around before it was too late.. I could barely think straight... the last thing I wanted to do was for Taehyung to hold my vulnerable side over me my entire life.. But then he spoke....

"I'm gonna tell you something, koo" he said. Koo... I missed him calling me that..."I never thought you'd hear this from me because I really wanted you to hate me... But I can't see you crying.." he made me look at him, "I really hope you're so drunk that you don't remember a thing by tomorrow" I hope so too.. I don't want to remember any of this.. I didn't even think this was true.. it seemed like a dream.. More like a nightmare because I found myself being influenced by his words.. I had sworn to hate him... And currently, I felt like one of those recently abandoned toys in Toy Story.. i knew this was doomed but I was still hopeful...

I shook my head, "no"

"What no?"

"No- I will not- I won't listen to you"

"Koo, please-"

I felt shivers run down my spine, why is he calling me koo.. can he stop with it already.. I didn't want to admit how much I liked it.. I could always blame it on the alcohol..
I looked at him, "what is it?"

"God-" his hands reached up my face to wipe my tears, "please don't cry.. even though you look adorable, I cant see you crying.."

"You said that already"

He smiled, "I have something to tell you.."

"Did you and y/n go on a date?"

He shook his head, "this isn't about y/n"

"So..?"

"It's about us-"

"I don't wanna hear anything about us.. there's no us.. there never was-"

"But you just asked for an explanation, didnt you?" he looked into my eyes.

"It's a little too late for your explanations, Tae- Taehyung-"

"I may never have the courage again... please.. let this be the last time you soften up to me.. I won't ever try to mess with you or anything after this.. I promise."

I didn't say anything, just pressed my lips and gave him a little nod.

He took in a deep breath, as if bracing himself for what's to come.. Was I finally gonna know why he left me? Why I wasn't enough for him? Instead of those stupid reasons he gave..? It couldn't be so bad.. could it?