Seek For Three Lifetimes

EXTRA: the boyish god (1)

for many years, shen jue had been wandering outside, tossing and turning north and south, looking for the person he was looking for. no one told him if he would find it, even yi mo was silent about it, as the search time went on, shen jue became more and more uncertain, was this person really still alive? maybe having done too many bad things, the soul is still confined to the underworld and suffering without being transferred to reincarnation. when he thought like this, shen jue had some impulses, wanting to learn from yi mo that year, to go to the underground mansion and turn over the book of life and death--such a dazed search, when to rest.

but he didn't have yi mo's strength, and there were no friends around him to help him, and the only one who could rely on yi mo was no longer a demon, couldn't help him, couldn't break in. even if he could help, shen jue felt that yi mo might not be able to help, and he had always felt that yi mo had always hidden something in this matter.

he couldn't let his father be embarrassed. so he wanted to know the truth so much, but he never asked.

after his life was settled, yi mo asked him to continue to go out to find it, and he packed his bags and went on the road. since he was asked to find it, he must still be able to find it. anyway, there is nothing in the family that needs him to worry about, after playing outside for many years, liu yan opened a jade shop in hecheng, which is beautiful in the mountains and rivers, the business is not very lively, but it is not bad, every three to five there are rich children to come to the door, looking for some good things to do gifts. liu yan specially invited an old treasurer to take care of it outside, and only when he met the big patron came to the door did he show his face, finished his business and retired back.

everyone knows that there are two owners of this jade shop, but they have only seen one. the other dragon saw the head but did not see the end, and did not know the round flatness.

it's actually a bit round.

nayime had liu yan by his side and took good care of him. and there is no need to worry about chai rice oil and salt, and there is almost no trouble in life. coupled with the fact that he was no longer far away in his later years, he spent all day in the backyard to attract flowers and grass, densely raised the whole courtyard is full of flowers, idle and idle love to sit on a bamboo chair, sipming mingqian tea, admiring the sea of flowers he made, not without hesitation in liu yan's ear complaining, saying that the fragrance of flowers is too strong, and the tea fragrance is gone. as if bullied by those flowers, he looked very aggrieved. liu yan shook his head and began to learn to make flower tea. in this way, he was pampered and raised, and he had a lot of wealth.

how rich is it? yi mo dug up some vine seeds and raised them in long pots and placed them under the four screens in the house, but in two years, the green vines were covered with vines and vines, and the house was full of the fragrance of mud and plants. it was an excellent idea, but in the summer it was a lot of guilt, the vine screen was very cool and wet, and in the summer there were many mosquitoes, and the mosquitoes he raised with one hand also seemed to recognize him as the lord, and they did not bite him.

originally, mosquitoes loved liu yan. every time a mosquito was killed, yi mo would repeat it like this.

he was still stubborn and refused to move the vine out. about people are getting older, and they all have some quirks. liu yan was by him, but every evening in the summer, he had to spend a lot of effort to smoke out the mosquitoes in the house, and even before going to bed at night, he had to go into the tent to repel mosquitoes, and the tossed body was sweaty, and then let yi mo go in to sleep. he went to take another shower himself.

it is such a very ordinary and trivial life, sometimes for a plate of dishes to mix mouths, for a little trivial quarrel, quarrel so fiercely that i don't know who took the lead in violently lifting the table, and then fell together with the dishes and chopsticks.

but there are always people who quietly turn their heads when they are both negative, stretch out their little fingers, and tickle each other's hands, as if apologizing, and like a child, saying, "are you ignoring me?" "。

if there is no contact on the fingers, the irritability will turn into light smoke, and soon stand face to face, very embarrassed, all silly laughter.

while laughing, he blushed, and took the lead in squatting down to clean up the wolf on the ground, and soon the people next to him also squatted down, picked up, and their hands touched together, and they shook together.

they have known each other for such a long time, but they have not grown up enough to let them immediately learn how to look at each other, not a year or ten years, but many, many years of keeping, there is no difference in day, they are not very good, they do not understand, once they were all beast-like characters, in order to keep each other, it seems to have suddenly become two harmless little animals, a little stupid, a little stupid. although it is inevitable that the claws will be accidentally exposed, as long as they reach over and lick, the other one will immediately show a clumsy smile.

until they get old, it's as if they haven't really learned to stay together. so they kept it calmly and stumbling for a lifetime.

the end of each year is their happiest time of the year, because the children who have traveled far away will carry heavy packages and return from the dust. sometimes a little earlier, just after entering the waxing moon, he came back, sometimes late, after the heavy snow, he could see the boat getting closer and closer on the water in the distance, and a figure could be seen waving at them at the bow of the boat. when the boat stopped, shen jue, who was always young and handsome, jumped to their side, muttering something like "i won't have to pick me up and i'll go back" while his eyes were red, and the puppies generally leaned over their faces.

liu yan would let him rub for a long time, until yi mo couldn't help but slap him on the head, and then he withdrew his head. after a few times, shen jue rubbed yi mo first every time he came home, and then rubbed his father, so it didn't matter if he rubbed for a long time. the exhaustion of wandering and searching outside all year round seems to be offset by the rubbing of dear and loving around them. if it could always go on like this, and look for hundreds of years, shen jue felt that there was nothing unwilling. no matter how bitter it is to find, just thinking that there is a warm place that can make him tired and feel at ease to sleep, he can always persist.

afterward. everything has a later, and later, he has no one to love.

when the qingming dynasty was approaching, no matter where he went, no matter how far he went, he would rush back, kneel down in front of a tomb on luofu mountain on the day of qingming, and put on the dishes he had made himself.

there are many things he has to do on this day: he has to clean up the weeds, he has to wipe the tombstones, he has to burn paper money.

then sit for a long time against those cold dishes.

the night came, and then it turned to dawn. he knew he was leaving, and he couldn't help but go if he found someone.

shen jue pressed his cheek over to the cold stone stele soaked with mist, closed his eyes and imagined that it was still the two of them in front of him, smiling at his own spoiled smile, so he rubbed it.

when the face is lifted, the cold water stains remain on the face, shining in the light of the dawn.

mentioning the already worn-out baggage on the side, shen jue could only continue on the road.