chapter twenty six

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Alexis PierceHarry still didn't answer me; Louis told me he's sick of being lead on for it to end into nothing

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Alexis Pierce
Harry still didn't answer me; Louis told me he's sick of being lead on for it to end into nothing. I do feel bad but I can't keep forcing myself into things for his pleasure, he should know that by now.

Louis told me what he said and it's angering me now.

I got kinda mad at that, I get he's mad but he doesn't need to take it out on Louis. Louis didn't do anything; he said it's his fault but it's actually mine that I got carried away even though I wasn't ready to actually do if.

Louis needs to stop blaming himself.

And Harry and I just had our first fight. Maybe?

I don't know if I would count the Gemma picking stuff out for me a fight but if you do then it's our second. I hate fighting with anyone, Louis, Gemma, Harry.

It was over text, we both disagreed. But I cried, call me a wimp or whatever, it wasn't a nice feeling. Not to mention I was going to this party and I wanted to get drunk, like pissed.

This time I wore what I wanted and Gemma or Louis were there to help me, I chose it out myself. It was a black dress, longer than the one I wore on our date but still short, thin spaghetti straps and a silk material. I then paired it with heels, I didn't plan to get Harry's attention at all, I did this for myself.

And when I got there, I almost couldn't stand in there. There was everything going on. There were so many people here, the whole school, and it was like a frat house. There was music, LED lights, alcohol, drugs, sex, kegs — anything you can think of, it was there.

I saw Harry with his friends, he didn't look drunk. Every time I looked at him, I took a shot, Louis finally showed up with Dylan. We found our place in the kitchen, I was sat on the counter, drunk of my ass and Louis with Dylan.

I feel so much better, so much relief. I then feel someone sit in the bench next to me. I look at who it was and at first I thought it was Harry but it wasn't. Blue eyes, brown hair, a disgusting person in my opinion. "Hey," Tristan says softly.

I smile. "Hi," I smile.

"How are you?"

"Fucking awesome," I breathe out, finishing my drink. I notice it's empty and look inside it, pouting.

"Can I get you another drink?"

I've seen how things end like this.

"Um...no thanks," I decline.

"Why?"

"I don't want another one," I lie, I did but I don't want him to get me it, he could put something in it.

"Fine," he shrugs. I sniff, looking down. "You look good," he smile, I look up at him and smile too.

"Thanks, so do you,"

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