Chapter 34 ~

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It's been 3 months into Sara's actual pregnancy so this means that Sara is 3 months pregnant.
There is something which has been on Jessica's mind a lot since Sara left grey's anatomy and she is going to talk about it with Sara at some point.

SARA'S POV:
I've been pregnant for 3 months now and the worst thing is the morning sickness. Jess has been there for me throughout it all even when she's been at work and I'm so glad that she's around. I'm so lucky to have this special women in my life that I'm going to marry some day and I hope it's soon.

I have noticed Jess being a little distant with me like I can tell something's wrong. i have noticed that she is always moody when she comes home from working on set of GA so there must be something going on at work. I keep asking if everything is alright and she says yes but I feel like there's something wrong so i might come and see her on set or something like that once I'm ready maybe while the kids are at school.

I woke up to find Jess not laying next to me and to find that it's 9:30am. Shes obviously on her way back from taking the kids to school. I immediately run to the bathroom because of how sick i am and I manage to make it in time.

As im throwing up inside the toilet, Jess comes running in and rubs my back for me. I didn't even realise she had come into the house but I'm so glad she's back now.

JESSICA'S POV:
Sara is 3 months pregnant now, the journey has been amazing, it's been just as amazing as the ivf journey has been.

There's something that I've been thinking about doing and a hint is that Sara has done this too previously. I need to talk to Sara about it and to Shonda and everyone else on GA. I'm honestly so scared to tell people but I think it's the right decision to make with everything that's going on with mine and Sara's life. I'm going to tell Sara first before I tell Shonda and everyone else so hopefully she's awake. it was my day to drop the kids off and Sara to stay at home and sleep which she was asleep when I left.

I've just dropped the kids off and I'm on my way back home to talk to Sara about leaving Greys Anatomy. Yes I know I'm leaving, but it's gonna be the right choice. Sara doesn't work there anymore and ever since she left I've felt lonely like really lonely. I would be so moody all day and sometimes accidentally take it out on Sara which I would alway feel guilty about like I still do now so I've made a decision to quit and another reason is because me and Sara are having a baby together so Sara's going to need the extra help.

I walk into the house and immediately hear someone being sick and I automatically know it's Sara's morning sickness so I run upstairs and go into the bathroom and see Sara being sick so I go over and rub her back for her.

Once she's finished been sick I go and get her a glass of water and food and then let her eat it. After she's eaten her food that's when I'm going to tell her about leaving Grey's Anatomy. I'm honestly so scared but I know she's going to support me.

SARA'S POV:
I'm so thankful that Jess came back when she did because she made me feel a lot better as soon as I saw her and as soon as she started rubbing my back.

I was probably throwing up for about 10-15 minutes.

After I had finished throwing up Jess brought me into our room and helped me back into bed and she made me some food. She was acting really nervous around me for some reason, maybe she is finally going to tell me what's wrong.

"I need to talk to you my love" Jess says

"oh ok, what is it about" I say while giving her a small nervous smile.

Jess notices my nervous smile and says
"listen my love we're ok, I'm not gonna break up with you, I just wanted to tell you something because it's been on my mind for a while. Is it ok if I tell you"

"Ok I believe you and yes go ahead, you can tell me anything" I say while smiling because she reassured me.

"Ok so I've decided that I'm going to leave Grey's Anatomy. It's not the same anymore, not without you, so I wanted to talk to you about it first and then go and see Shonda and tell her and all the cast" Jess says.

For some reason I start to cry and it could be because of my pregnancy hormones but also it maybe because it's the end of her greys anatomy journey.

"babe what's wrong why are you crying for" Jess says in a conserving voice.

"I'm...im crying because it...it will be the end of your greys anatomy journey and... and it makes me sad" I say inbetween wiping my tears.

"Oh my love, it's ok, ill be ok, we will be ok. It's for the best and we haven't spent much time with each other recently and with the pregnancy it will be better for me to stay with you. do you agree with me" Jess says.

"Yes, yes I agree with you. When are you going to tell Shonda?" I say .

"Now, if that's ok with you, we can go together if ya like" Jess says while smiling at me.

"Yeah of course, lets go" I say while getting out of bed.

JESSICA'S POV:
I help Sara off the bed and we then get ready to leave to go and tell Shonda and everyone else that I'm leaving Grey's Anatomy.

SHONDA RHIMES's POV:
I'm sat in my office when I hear a knock on my door. I tell whoever it is to come in and I see Sara and Jessica standing there looking nervous and a little bit sad. I wonder what's going on...

JC- "hey Shonda we've come to talk to you about something, is that ok?" Jessica says while looking at Sara and holding her hand.

"Of course it is. What's wrong?, is everything ok? is the baby ok?"

JC- "yes the baby is all fine, they are very healthy it's just that I'm very sorry but I think it's best that I leave Grey's Anatomy" Jessica says.

"Oh that's good news thank god. I'm so sorry that you feel like you have to do that. But I completely understand Jessica, we will all miss you and make sure you come back soon"

JC- "yeah I will be back don't worry"

"Oh okay yea that's fine. is that all you want to speak to me about"

SR and JC- "yes it is" Sara and Jessica say to me.

"Okay. Would you like to tell the rest of the cast of should I?"

JC- "is it ok if I tell them?"

"Yeah of course I'll arrange a time and place so we can have a little party for you"

JC- "oh you don't have to do that"

"No I want to, Sara can come too because it could be for the both of you"

SR- "aww thank you, are you sure though"

"Yes Sara I'm sure. I will plan everything and let you know"

JC and SR- "ok thanks"  Jessica and Sara say to me

"You're welcome. Bye Sara, bye Jessica"

SR- "bye" Sara says

JC- "bye Shonda" Jessica says

"Bye"

We hug and then Jessica and Sara leave.

Looks like I'm going to be planning a leaving party for jessica and maybe I can make it into a baby shower for them both.

AUTHORS NOTE:
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