I made my way down the glossy stairs. I stormed out the front door. I didn't want to see Jack. He treats me like a child. He is the reason I pretty much ruined my relationship with Hayes by trying things with him. Then he ended up not even wanting to do anything. I shuffled down the side walk towards Hayes' house. I kept re saying the words I would say to Hayes.
"I know we have been through a lot together. I always seem to mess things up, I know. Though Im trying so hard. I broke our relationship again. I regret it completely and I understand if you won't forgive me. I just hope we are close enough to move past this. I loved you the day I spotted you smiling so big. When I heard your reconfirming deep voice. I'm so deeply in love with you I'm drowning. I guess I thought I needed space. Though that's not the case. The case is I love you. Only you. "
I stopped flat in my tracks. What the fuck am I thinking. I can't do this. I turned around running back home. Tears formed in my eyes thinking about Hayes. I couldn't face him. The thought of seeing his huge smile drop. The thought of his eyes turning away form me. God damn, just the thought of him being hurt. It killed me. I love him so much. I can't stand hurting him again.
I ran threw the door.
"What's wrong" Kaylie yelled from the kitchen when she heard me run through the door.
I couldn't reply. I went upstairs to find Jack still in my room.
"Get out" I said as more tears poured from my eyes.
"Sophie what's wrong" he said standing up concerned.
"Your what's wrong! I mean really all of this" I said looking around. "You making a move on me, you liking me, you just doing what your doing. It's killing me Jack! I want to be with you, though I want to be with Hayes" I said breaking down. "Now get out" I yelled not letting him respond.
He walked towards me ignoring my request. He put his arms out trying to pull me in to his chest.
"No" I screamed punching him in the chest.
"No, leave me alone. I hate you. This is your fault. Everything!!" I said as my voice began to crack.
Finally my arms broke and I just fell into his arms. I sobbed deeply in his chest.
"Shhhh" he said stroking my hair. "It's going to be okay, I'm here"
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Being With You
FanfictionSophie must move again! When she's first settling in with the new life style and school she thought it would turn out to be a great new start, but it ends up being hell. The only good thing is she runs into a amazing, sweet, talented boy named Hayes...
