The Hidden Color Of Winter: (KnB/ Haizaki x OC Fanfict)

Chapter 34: Still Loving You

Since when did we grew close to him. Here I am building a snow man with him, mine keeps on falling apart as his snow man stood mightily. How on earth did that snow stand fairly well?

"Did you put something on the snow for your snow man to stand up that properly?" I pouted sitting down the pillow of snow on the ground.

"Well, it's not my fault that you're a loser when it comes to creating snow mans!" He uttered smirking as I threw a snow ball at him again, he dodge it. Ugh! Unfair! "And throwing snow balls to!"

"It's because you're good at dodging punches!" I groaned standing up, throwing more. He just chuckled as he continued dodging the snow balls. He then laugh.

"Can't accept being a loser eh?" He smirk as I made a huge snow ball, as I threw it at him. He was busy laughing so I hit him on the face.

I laugh loudly as he removes the snow of his face with annoyance painted all over his face. A sneeze followed later on as I laugh even louder. He then took a step forward, I took a step backward, now we're playing tags.

"I'm just being fare!" I uttered laughing as I run away from his, he was chasing me as well.

"That's what people who wish for revenge say!" Was his reply, well, nice words there senpai XD.

I then decided to stop running finding myself tired, but as I was to face him, I slip as my back collided with the snowy ground. It hurts, my stomach even hurts now after something fell on me. Ouch... I then look up to see what fell on me. And lo and behold I saw a mop of grey hair.

My world freeze.

"What's the big idea of stopping all of the sudden!" He yelled as he supported his weight with his arm. I just close my eyes realizing how embarrassing our position is. "Hey, Yukidiot!"

"Before we discuss that matter, please get off me." I manage to utter as I heard him smirk. Oh God, no. T^T.

"What if I don't?" oh no...

I decided to open my eyes, just to see his face annoyingly close. "Why won't we have that relationship of ours back again?"

Silence...

I am too dumbfounded to say a word, as I am still blushing furiously. He leaned his face closer... and closer... and closer... oh god, toward my sensitive ears of all places.

"Or something more than that..." pervert! 

I hit him with my knee, as he rolled of me. I stood up quickly as I dust the snow of my clothes.

"HENTAIZAKI!" I walk away from him, still blushing as I could say he is standing up again.

"Have you become that brutal after I broke up with you?!" I heard him chuckle as I continued walking away. "Yukidiot!"

I heard foot steps following my tracks as I pouted. "Don't follow me!"

"Yukino!" I heard him chuckle again s his distance grew closer. He then grab my wrist, taking my attention wholly as I face him. He was looking down the ground as I can't understand why my heart is beating rapidly.

"I'm sorry..." I don't know, but he seems like he's apologizing for all of it, not just because of what happened today. My heart felt heavy, just simply staring at him.

That sorry he uttered was full of meaning, I could say.

I manage to pull a smile as he lifted his face up.

"It's okay senpai, it was just a joke after all." It went out so wrong, I want to say that because of the joke he made earlier. But it sounded like in that word joke were all his mistakes, the sincerity was all in it. I didn't mean to make him feel guilty.

"It's okay..." I uttered lowering my head as my shoulder began to shake... "It's okay..."

Out of the blue, he suddenly embrace me, all those feelings I've been holding back since then all went out. "It's... it's..."

He just rub my back hushing me into silence, as soft sobs filled the empty park.

Everything's not okay at all...

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"Uwaa! Senpai! That's mine!" I pouted as he bit on the waffle I was holding, pulling my wrist near to his mouth. He then let go my hand with the waffle only a half left.  I then shove the waffle unto his face as he blink. "Just take it!"

He gladly accepted it. My strawberry filled waffle T^T.

"Why did you ate it?" I whined looking at my coffee which was the only thing left for me.

"You were eating it to slowly, it's like you're making me droll." He then wipe the side of his lips as he lick his thumb. Those lips must be sweet due to the strawberry filling inside the waffle.

That didn't went out right... I began to blush as I look on the coffee I am holding. We're here now on the park's bench, he treated me all this food yet it was all eaten by him! I just had a tiny bite.

"Sen-" I look to my side seeing him fast asleep. It's funny how he sleeps wit his head having nothing to lean on. He fell asleep a little bit to fast.

What happened to him? He became a little kind all of the sudden, and him sleeping just look cute in a different way.

He's cruel... that's how I know him...

But even so, here I am... with him, and I can't believe that I found it difficult to move on...

I knew there was a different reason for me not to agree with the engagement, and I was sure...

It's him...

Why is it him in the first place?

Not knowing why, I grew curious as I look at the phone on his hand, I gently pulled it as I turned the touch screen on. The wallpaper...

It's me...

I tried to swallow a heavy lump on my throat to see a caption on it, it was red with a elegant font. I couldn't help it, I know how to read and I regreted reading those words.

"I love her,"

"I shouldn't have hurt her,"

My world fell apart. My fingers began to dance on the phone's screen, as tears threaten to fall from my pink orbs. The gallery was filled itself with my pictures.

There was me reading a book, when we're in the beach and the picture of the both of us smiling happily as we formed a heart with our hands. This was our last picture together, before we saw Akashi and broke up.

The others were taken inside the gym, when I became the manager; the last picture in the gallery was me playing in the snow as I am smiling like an idiot. Tears began to fall on the phone's screen as my hand trembled, I pulled myself together as the grip on his phone tightens.

If this is true? Why do you have to love me?

Why do you still have to love me?

Because I still love you to?

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Haizaki it's toooooooo late to realize XD or is it? But anyway i just want to tell you that my story went through 00.01 editing only... so I'm sorry for the grammatical errors, spellings that caused a lot of misunderstanding. XD

So... I kinda started a sequel of this on my note book, can't tell you about that after the ending... and since this story is getting really long... i hope the readers of this will reach till the end since i'm a few chapters away from it! but you're 10 + chappies behind it XD. ^_^

till next time when the wifi is fast XD