The Hidden Color Of Winter: (KnB/ Haizaki x OC Fanfict)

Chapter 39: Because Of Love

"Ayana-san, please tell me the truth." I never thought I'd seen such serious expression in such an angel looking girl. I manage to smile as I look away at her, I then look at the sky seeing the snows falling down, I manage to catch a few of those tiny white snow as it melted upon feeling the warmth of my hand.

I never knew the school's background would be this amazing at some occasion. Yet it is so cold, it's winter after all...

"I'll make it short Tetsuki-san, it's because of love..." I uttered as she blink.

"You're well aware of our relationship are you?" She uttered growing furious.

"I am." I shortly replied as I look down on the ground. From the edge of my eyes I could see her rather shock. "Tetsuki-san, do you know why he broke up with you?"

"Because he was sick of me..."

"Not at all... it's because he loves you."

"If he does he won't break up with me."

"No, he broke up with you because he loves you." I'm cruel, I'm making her confuse. "I'll be straight to the point Tetsuki-san, his father threatened him about loving you saying that their company will get nothing with you."

"And he still loves you up until now," I added.

"You don't have to do this Ayana-san, if you love him-"

"No, no... I don't love him at all! I'm not like those greedy and mean fiancées in the movies and novels you see." I giggled. "like what I said earlier, I'll decide for my own."

"It all started when I realize something..." I then look up in the sky once more. "You've been hurt a lot of times Tetsuki-san, but you won't stop loving him to."

She blush, I'm feeling as if I'm close to her.

But I'm happy to see this side of her...

"back in the orphanage, I already know that he still has feelings for you and so are you." I then laugh a little remembering how I panic a lot that time. "I wanted to pull my hand away from his grip and scream that we were not engage yet."

"But after you left, he cried with all his might... like a child."

"How do you know so much....?" She ask all of the sudden.

"I'm a writer Tetsuki-san, I should stick to character, know how they act and know what they feel... we may have different experiences but like yours my heart has been crush recently." All the memories went back in mind.

"You fell for a guy yet he did catch you, only to let you go again... and now that f*cking guy is back offering his hands again and here I am falling for him again." Sorry for the harsh words, but seriously? What on earth is he thinking!

"Is it Haizaki-senpai?" ekk!

"EH?!"

"Don't be confuse... like what Takao-kun said, I often text him at some times he told me about Haizaki-senpai having a pretty girlfriend yet they broke up was what he said... but recently, he text me that the girl and Haizaki-senpai are getting close so I presume you're also the girl that he mentioned." I'll kill him later. "you know a lot of things about me yet I know less of you..."

"Well, during that moment both the Akashis and the Ayanas are planning to tie strings... so I was told to meet up with Akashi-kun, I saw him the second time during my and Haizaki's date." I just felt like I have to tell her this things.

"Akashi-kun confronted him and told him that he should break up with me, that was the time I actually found out that I was nothing but a mere entertainment to him..." I want to kill him that day, but now I caught myself, giggling. "I slap him in the face a lot of times and I even wanted to punch, kick if possible send him to hell."

"but here I am, recklessly joining the basketball club, forgetting he's a member and now I'm falling for him again." I then remembered when he drag me to the park just to play around. "You know, if my phone is filled with your songs and pictures, his phone is filled with my pictures... it's making me confuse."

"I don't know if I still love him or I fell for him again... somehow that doesn't matter, as long as I love him is enough for me to fight back... that's my main reason, and threatening his son is somehow not right I just did what I thought I should do." I'm being too honest, I never told anyone about this but why her?

"It's annoying... I hate it..." I started sobbing for no reason, "I hate it... how those people I love just leave me all of the sudden..."

I'm somehow scared...

"thank you..." her ever gentle voice rang throughout the place as the cold breeze wonderfully blended with it.,. she's crying... "I can't thank you enough... I can't..."

"It's alright Tetsuki-san, expressing something out somehow lighten my chest up... it's enough that you hear me out..." I smiled as I wipe my tears.

"Well, I think we might get along pretty well from now on." She giggled.

"What? Broken hearts club?"

"I'll think of writing a song about that," We both laugh.

"Arf!" Whatever it is, is it a dog or something?

"Tetsuya?" She muttered as I look at Tetsuki-san. Tetsuya? What's that?

"ARF!"

"GAAAAAAAAAAAH!" As a cue the whole basketball team jump out from the building they were hiding along with Neko, Hana and Natsume.... As a dog ran toward Tetsuki-san's direction.

And God... Haizaki's there T^T

"Ayana-san?" I can't handle such embarrassment...

I hate my life...

I feel like I'm floating...

God...

"AYANA!"

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ps: she fainted... lol

who's excited for the next episode baby!