Until We Meet🤎 ~ jayules

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sunday
mom's house 😛
9:45 am

~ jules pov

i just woke up. i'm starting my day early today i have a few things to get done. i got out of bed and went into my bathroom. i brush my teeth and wash my face. i pick a gym outfit and put it on. i put on shorts, a tank top, and running shoes. i go back in my bathroom and brush out my hair before putting it in a messy bun. i grab a hoodie just in case and go downstairs after grabbing my phone and wallet. my mom is downstairs making coffee. hayley is already down here eating breakfast. i walk into the kitchen.

"why are you up so early?" i ask hayley

she scrunches her eyebrows, "i have a soccer tournament today why are you up?" she asks

"i'm going to the boxing center and then to la" i say

"La for what?" mom asks me

"to record with eddie" i say

she motions 'oh', "what time are you leaving?" i ask hayley

"i need to be there by 10:30 so really soon" hayley says

"mom you're taking her right?" i ask

"yes and i guess i'll be home alone until you girls get back" mom says

i smile a little, "you'll see how we feel when you're always at work" i say

hayley cracks a smile, "i'll probably go shopping actually and talk to some friends on the phone" mom says

"jayden's mom?" i ask

"yes she's one of my friends" mom says

i raise my eyebrows, "jayden hates me right now" i say

"i bet she does" hayley says

i hit her, "bitch don't start" hayley says in a serious tone

she kinda made me flinch, "her mom told me you brought her flowers and jayden threw them out her window" mom says

i'm not even surprised, "we have a thing with destroying flowers" i say

"you must have a thing with miscommunication and heart breaking" mom says

hayley giggles, "can we not act like jayden's not toxic too? i mean she fucking blocked me and went live and told everyone how i kissed lily and lead her on and shit and people are coming at me all because of her miscommunication. SHE DOESNT FUCKING COMMUNICATE EITHER." i say in a serious tone

"deja de maldecir!" mom shouts

"my bad but i am right!" i shout back

my mom bit her tongue. i could tell she was fighting not to hit me and cuss me out. she took a deep breath, "no me levantes la voz o te vas a quedar durmiendo en la vereda" mom says in a serious tone

i stayed silent, "are you not listening tho?" i ask

"no because you were yelling at me and cussing in my home!" she says loudly

i smack my lips, "ight it's cool" i say

i'm so used to her flipping out on me about stuff i constantly do. i just get nonchalant and move on. i have got in a lot of trouble with my mom she's on my ass a lot i just ignore it. i don't usually get into huge trouble with her but she's always disappointed in me about the things i do. so i'm used to it.

i grab a water and an apple before walking out the house. i walk to my car and get in. i start it up and leave. mom at this point doesn't try to stop me when i shut off from her she just lets me go. she knew what i would do when i would shut off and leave yet she doesn't care. when i was 16 i would run away to people but mainly joey. she didn't like the fact i was dating joey so she let me keep being stupid and go back to him instead of talking to me and telling me he's bad for me. she watched me suffer. if i told her about the abortion she would flip out and that's the only time she'll show she cares. i guess now since she's away a lot i can't get in as much trouble as i used to get in with her. i love my mom but i'm always unheard. that might be why whenever i feel a way and speak what i feel i feel like nobody else's feelings or thoughts matter. jayden.