Until We Meet🤎 ~ jayules

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monday
📍NCHS 🦁
8:28 am

~ jayden pov

i wish i knew what was going on but i really don't.
last night jules was so scared to sleep she stayed up all night. i had to keep her from drinking coffee to stay up we were literally up til 3 am because she was scared. i fell asleep on her but when i woke up through out the night she was still up. i could feel her grabbing my hand when she needed me to make her feel safe so i'd wake up and do what she wanted me to.

i almost got her to sleep but she woke up 10 minutes later. i love this girl more than anything you could possibly name so i do things people wouldn't normally do for people. jules's heart isn't like everybody's else's. she's got a childlike heart and she's gentle so she needs the extra attention and care. she's never had it. so yes people call me a simp and say i do everything she wants but it's only because i genuinely want to be with this girl for the rest of my life.

and people won't understand that feeling until they have it. i only have about 5 hours of sleep jules has 30 minutes. she fell asleep when i was getting ready this morning. i had to tell her to get up for school. she didn't want me to call her mom and tell her what's going on i was going to but she didn't want her mom to worry.

i drove us to school today. hayley didn't wanna come with us because we weren't sleeping last night and she's convinced we were fucking the whole night and that's why we're all tired and moody. she's disgusted of us right now in a teasing way. we're just sitting in my car it's 8:30 school starts at 9. we haven't ate at all barley had water this morning it's just pure silence in the car right now and it's raining outside today which makes this day even more depressing.

i can barely keep my head up i'm about to fall asleep in the car. but i keep looking at jules who's zoning out real bad and i'm getting worried again.

i grab her hand and hold it which got her attention, "i'm sorry baby.." she says softly

"..don't be" i say softly

"we should've been sleep but i was too scared.. i'm a pussy.." she says softly

"bebe it's ok we'll nap after school together you don't go to the studio today right?" i ask

she shakes her head, "i'm off today since we went on the weekend.." she says softly

"perfect then we can sleep and you really need to sleep you have a test tomorrow and you have to pass it or else you won't graduate your grades have been slipping a bit baby" i say softly

she sighs, "i know it's because of you but i've been doing better it's just because of you again" she says softly

"we need to get focused again ok so let's sleep today and eat get hydrated and be ready for that test tomorrow i'll help you study but we're not staying up all night everything will be ok.. plus" i say

i pull out the envelope. jules sees it and starts smiling really hard, "we got the gender reveal today im excited" she says

i smile too, "me too but i think we should give it to our friends and have them set up a big reveal for us and family to find out.. what do you think?" i ask

she's smiling at me, "i like that idea this is gonna be so cute" she says

she kisses my lips, "yeah we really need to get hydrated our lips are dry" she says

i giggle, "that shit scratch my lips" i say

she giggles, "chill outttt let's go get some water" she says

we get out the car and i wait for jules on the passenger side so that i can hold her hand. once she's out i lock my doors and i hold my hand out for her. she blushes and places her hand in mine which made me smile. we walk into school together on a hunt to get water. i really am thirsty as fuck.