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tuesday
📍The Studio 🎶
9:20 am

~ jules pov

i saw what jayden said on live yesterday i didn't watch it live but i saw clips i was tagged in and she was telling them why we broke up and i'm honestly proud of her for doing that for us.

it's not like her to open up like that but she did. i saw maturity when she did that. it made me smile a little. i wish her nothing but the best in her healing journey. i'm also gonna heal and be in my single era. right now i don't know what i want when it comes to a relationship. i love jayden. we have a baby on the way.

but i'm not thinking about love right now. i'll go on dates with people and talk to them but my heart isn't there because it's still with her. i was writing a song a solo about a past relationship.

not about jayden and i really like it i'm about to record it. nate and i are recording our song tomorrow we're doing solos today and continuing filming our music video. our music videos be going viral. we're in our bag real bad😅. why do i need a relationship when i have money?

nate came out the box, "julioooo yo turn" he says with a smile.

i smile and he high fives me which made me giggle, "i'm getting sick of him" i say

and they laugh. i got up and went inside the box. i put the headphones on and he hit record and started the instrumental.

"I saw you laughing in one of his pictures
But you'll be the one with his ring on your finger
There's red and green everywhere, but l'm so blue
Cindy Lou Who" i sang

"Maybe he met you somewhere in the desert
While he was soul searching, he found someone better
Guess you make him happy like I couldn't do
Cindy Lou Who" i sang

"with your hair so long, lips so red
(Ooh) maybe we met once, I forget
(Ooh) scrolling five years back, I'm obsessed
Breaking my heart, 'tis the season, I guess" i sang

"with your hair so long, lips so red
(Ooh) if you're waking up now in his old bed
(Ooh) at his family's house, know that you're just
Breaking my heart, 'tis the season, I guess" i sang

"The snow's gonna fall and the tree's gonna glisten
And I'm gonna puke at the thought of you kissin'
The boy who I love who's now in love with you
Cindy Lou Who" i sang

"Told all my friends, they said it can't be true
Cindy Lou Who" i sang

once the instrumental stopped he stopped recording and i took off the headphones. i look at them from the window and they're all smiling which made me smile. i walk out and they start hyping me up which made me laugh a little.

"why are you so talented she is so talented" nate says

zayn smirks, "who's the song about?" he asks

i smirk, "don't worry bout it" i say

i sit next to him, "which one of your ex boyfriends was it?" coke asks

i giggle, "i can't just write a song that doesn't relate to me??" i ask

nate smiles, "you always write songs that relate to you" he says

"not this time nathaniel" i say

he smirks at me as i smile and look away, "let's edit" i say to zayn

we start editing and nate kept coming over to me bothering me until i slapped him then he stopped. while i was mid editing i got multiple texts from my best friends groupchat. i haven't seen them in a few days i literally miss them.

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