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chapter 52.

First of all...

Thank you guys sm for 18k😘😘

Also after this chapter there's going to be a MUCH needed time skip like why tf is we still august... gtf like I need to be serious

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chapter 52
rule 52. head from your bf is a must
6pm in NYC
Samir's POV

"Samir?" Kori asked as I laid my head on her chest while she played in my hair.

"Yes my love."

"Nothing I just wanted to say your name." She said before pulling my head back and kissing my forehead.

She's so cute.

"I lowkey need to go and get a retwist."

"You wanna ask your aunt who works in that salon if she'll give me one. Cuz the last time I got one the lady fucked me up." I continued and she paused.

"I'll ask her for you. Better then getting it done by some girl at our school. And paying in dick."

"Kori you're actually wild for that." She smirked before going back to playing in my hair.

I let her do that while I laid down on her, relaxed as ever. Jamely was in his dock a tot.

I lifted up my hands up to look at them and turned them seeing my palms.

Damn, these marks look bad. I was really doing better, and stopped. Honestly I don't even feel the pain of doing it anymore because they never really heal.

It's difficult honestly. I know it's bad, but I always do it when things go wrong. It's what I'm used to doing to cope. But I'm really trying to stop again.

I was zoned out thinking about it when Kori reached out for my hands.

"You going to try and stop again?" She asked rubbing them.

"I mean yeah. I think. I'm just sick of the on and off getting better and going back process." I sighed.

"I know you seem bummed and all about it. But shit takes time. I know you'll get there bebe."

"I hope so, but we should go outside Kori." I said turning my head to face her. I kind of wanted to get some fresh air and clear my head a bit.

"Well we can go on a walk to the park with Jamely."

"Then let's go...after this though." I moved my head up to kiss her lightly for a few seconds. When I moved back she held my chin up and smiled. Then kissed me again.

I threw on a hoodie and she did the same. Then we left the house to find there was a nice little breeze out.

"I feel like a teen mom with this stroller," Kori said as we walked.

"They gone be looking at us and scoffing. Word 2 if they ask if that's our kid Ima be like yes it is," Kori shook her head at me.

"Is it too early to you know talk about the other stuff that we said a few days ago on call. And just vent about it. Orrrr."

"Nah it's fine," I answered rubbing my neck. I really didn't want to though.