Song Quote: Teen Idle
"I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
I wish I didn't really kiss the mirror when I'm on my own
Oh God, I'm gonna die alone!
Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugly years of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?
Yeah, I wish I'd been a, wish I'd been a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I've come alive."
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Sometimes I imagine my own autopsy.
Disappointment in myself: right kidney.
Disappointment of others in me:
left kidney.
Personal failures: kishkes.
When the clocks are turned back and the dark falls before I'm ready, this, for reasons I can't explain, I feel in my wrists. And when I wake up and my fingers are stiff, almost certainly I was dreaming of my childhood.
Yesterday I saw a man kicking a dog and I felt it behind my eyes. I don't know what to call this, a place before tears.
The pain of forgetting: spine.
The pain of remembering: spine.
All the times I have suddenly realized that my parents are dead, even now, it still surprises me, to exist in the world while that which made me has ceased to exist: my knees.
To everything a season, to every time I've woken only to make the mistake of believing for a moment that someone was sleeping beside me: a hemorrhoid.
Loneliness: there is no organ that can take it all.
~Quote from The History of Love~
By Nicole Krauss
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Third Person's Pov:
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AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Blood curdling agony reverberates through the Bounty causing every action and thought to come to a halt.
Kai, Jay, Cole, Lloyd and Nya all stared across the dining table at eachother, their eyes wide.
"(Y/n)!"
They all exclaim in unison as they abandoned their plates and dashed through the Bounty to the girl's room.
The five ninja practically pile into the room. Nya being the first to rush to (Y/n)'s sid.
She and the other ninja could only helplessly watch as the girl's body spasms and gasps in pain.
(Y/n) is curled up in a ball in her bed. Her head buried deep in her pillow as she clutches onto it desperately. Sweat is pouring down her face as she is covered from head to toe in dark purple flames. They roar and rage amidst her hazy desperate screams.
"PLEASE-! MAKE IT STOP!" She screams as her cries turn to violent coughs.
Nya could feel her panic rising as she could only helplessly watch with the other boys behind her just was concerned. They can't touch her or they would get burned.
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