As the time passed by I'm starting to realize that living with German is getting more and more hard as... I just don't have a personal life.
I mean... All we do is work.
Either for the police, or me in the Studio which leaves me no time as even at home we're working so...
Anyway...
At some point I started thinking about finding an apartment to myself and moving out.
But...
- Nope. That can't happen - said German when once I came up with that.
- What? Why not?!
- We're partners. We have to be close to work just perfectly... As we did so far.
- I need more space, German! I need to live life and not just... Not just work as you do.
- If you need space I believe we can work things out.
I sighed deeply.
Maybe I was being too frustrated over this.
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As much as I tried to be positive he kept showing me I should be leaving the house, but also to not to leave.
He really did care about me, although he would have never admitted it.
Sometimes I could forget easily about things that bothered me.
But then every time I've been anywhere near to another man he always just had to interrupt, making sure I'm never alone with anyone else other than him.
- Why are you doing this? - I asked him one evening when we were home.
- Doing what?
- Interrupting my life all the time.
- I don't know what are you talking about.
- Yes, you do.
- No?
- You keep on getting on my back every time... Even when I'm with my family, or friends I know for years... Male family members and friends to be exact. Why?
- No reason.
- Oh really?
- I'm just everywhere. Is that a big problem?
- It is when you stop me from living my own life!
- That's not true!
- It is true!
- We're partners so I always have to be where you are, or atleast know where you're going when we're apart.
- Whatever you say... But I want to move out.
I finally said it.
I finally told him what I really wanted to for weeks now.
He didn't seem too surprised.
He was probably spying on me once again when I was looking around for apartments.
- Think this through - he said - And decide wisely. That's all I can say.
He then walked upstairs, leaving me in the living room, alone with my thoughts.
