Hidden Secret

#Distant

I've been wondering...

Bout your sudden irritation...

Your sudden quietness...

The sudden stress...

Sudden change...

Sudden distant...

Are you that busy?

Have your work finally take a toll on you?

Or you're just simply tired?

Or maybe...

Just maybe...

Is it me?

Have you finally grow sick of me?

Do you hate me now?

Am I still needed?

I miss you...

You're my friend...

My very first best friend...

Yet again,what am I to you?

Come to think bout it...

You've never declare our
relationship...

Were we friends?

Or just merely a worker and his employer?

Or like what you and your father had always say,

A Family?

Did you even sincerely said that?

Were you forced to?

Are we even friends now?

Have you finally regret it,to took me in?

Am I that hateful?

I miss you...

A lot...

Your bright smiles...

Your contagious laughter...

Your bubbly fluffy characters...

Your pure innocent eyes smiles...

Your natural calming affections...

And to be honest,

I just simply miss you...

Just you...

I could never get use to this...

This new side of yours...

Mature?

I don't think so...

You look stressful,nothing near maturity...

What have we become?

No more morning wishes...

No more goodnight lullabies...

No more family-like breakfast...

No more...

YOU !

We live in the same house...

Sleep in the same room...

Eat on the same table...

Breathe the same air...

Yet,,we're so distant...

There's only one thing I want to know....

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What's with the sudden change of heart?

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~XOXO~
^~^,
HaNa