This Means War. - Zayn Malik

Chapter 38. Secret skills

A/N - The video is Zayn Pillowtalk,the living room session! Enjoy!x

Zayn POV

'I've always felt creative,now I feel like creating,creating something amazing.'

The book,where I keep my thoughts,my notes,my...songs,is kept away in my drawer in my room. Only the lads know about it. It's where I hide my 'talent' away and know one knows about it...not even Alina. I don't know why I don't tell her about it,maybe I feel embarrassed? Or maybe it's something I like do alone...I don't know.

You're probably thinking,'what am I talking about?!' Well,when I'm alone,I like to sing a little. I used to do it a lot and the boys ended up hearing me and after then it's been our little thing,our secret.

I write a lot in my own time,people think I'm writing poems and shit but actually i'd be trying to write a new verse for a song...I've written so many songs,of my thoughts,feelings,ideas,basically the
mind of mine..

I've recorded most songs and kept them away in my laptop,If I feel like I need to listen to them,I listen,but I mostly try avoiding them.

But today was different...

I felt like I needed to record something new...I'm bored and need a change. I've written so many songs...why not record a couple more? I looked through my book and chose a song. I called the boys to come down to the Uni studio with me and help me record some stuff. Niall helps me the most,I usually do acoustics here so I need a guitar and Niall is sick at playing guitar....

The first song I decided to write was 'pillowtalk' ,yeah funny name but it explains the thing most people in love do,most passionate and wild people have when with the person they love...sex.

Niall gets his guitar and I set myself up in the booth. The boys were on the computer setting everything up for me.

The guitar starts playing and as usual,I drift off into my own world and sing....

*LISTEN TO VIDEO ABOVE WHILST READING*

Climb on board
We'll go slow and high-tempo
Light and dark
Hold me hard and mellow

I'm seeing the pain, seeing the pleasure
Nobody but you, 'body but me, 'body but us
Bodies together
I'd love to hold you close, tonight and always
I'd love to wake up next to you

So we'll piss off the neighbours
In the place that feels the tears
The place to lose your fears
Yeah, reckless behavior
A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw
Be in the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day
Fucking you, and fighting on
It's our paradise and it's our war zone
It's our paradise and it's our war zone

Paradise
War zone
Paradise...
War zone...

So we'll piss off the neighbours
In the place that feels the tears
The place to lose your fears
Yeah, reckless behavior
A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw
Be in the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day
Fucking you, and fighting on
It's our paradise and it's our war zone

~****~

When I wrote this,half the time,I thought of Alina and the other half I thought about my experience with you know,sex..

"Alright bro,that was sick..." Liam said,pressing some buttons on the computer...

He was probably finishing the recording...I decided to get this session video'd from my phone to send to Alina. I feel like she'd want to know what I do best and anyway,this songs about her...