Station 11

quinze.

We didn't really talk.

But we were training really hard and were dancing every night on the rooftop.
Soonyoung somehow got a CD player from Jihoon.
After two hours, Chan whined and sat down.
"Get up", Soonyoung said, but Chan didn't move.

"Chan"

"Let me have a break, hyung. My whole body hurts", he said and laid down onto the dirty ground.

Soonyoung sighed and agreed.

Junhui went to the box that was still on the bench since the first time I've been on the roof, and opened it.

"Jun, no alcohol", Soonyoung said, but Junhui didn't listen.

"How do you even get that?", I asked them.

"Well some people who work here are really dumb. They celebrate some things sometimes in the nurses room and we like to steal their bottles", Soonyoung said and smirked.

"You want some super expensive wine, Minghao?", Junhui asked me, but I shook my head.

"I don't drink", I said and Junhui laughed.

"Of course you don't", he said.

"You also won't be drinking today, Jun", Sonnyoung sighed and stood up to take the bottle away.

"You can't tell me what to do"

"Minghao tell him not to drink today", Soonyoung said and everybody looked at me.

It felt like Junhui even wanted me to say no.

So I did.

"Don't drink today", I said and Junhui smiled.

"Fine", he said and came back to us.

He sat down next to me.

"He is in jail now", he said and we knew who he was talking about.

"How dou you know?", Chan asked.

"My mom called me. After 6 months. She is acting like she cares, but she didn't even know that I was here until today", he said and shook his head.

"Chan and me are going to bed early today. Come on let's go", Soonyoung suddenly said and stood up.

"What?", Chan was confused.

"Yeah, stand up", he said and pulled him up.

Before they closed the door we heard Soonyoung talking.

"The lovebirds need to be alone now, idiot"

And Junhui started laughing.

After that it was quite.

We were still sitting next to each other, but we didn't had anything to talk.

"Isn't there something you miss?", he asked me all of a sudden.

"Well, the beach is something I really miss"

Junhui started to laugh again.

"No, I mean food. Don't you miss eating something?"

"Well, no there is isn't"

"Imagine there are no calories or something like that"

"Chocolate Pudding", I said.

"Really?"

"Yeah it was something I was eating all the time, but also the thing that made stop eating things like that"

"The chocolate pudding is really good here. Why don't you try it once?"

I sighed.

"You can't tell an anorexic to eat something that has this much sugar"

His smile disappeared.

"So you agree that you have anorexia?", he said in disbelief.

I shook my head.

"No ,it was just an excuse", I admitted

He only nodded.

"Minghao. I really want to drink right now. I want to celebrate. My dad is gone for the next few years. I want to have a party", he said and stood up.

"We should have one", I said and he helped me to stand up.

"Should I go to Chan and Soonyoung and-"

"No I want to be with you", he said and grabbed my hand and went to the bench with me.

"I waited for this day", he said and opened the bottle.

"There is some water for you, too", he said and chuckeled.

"Let's clink our glasses, Minghao"

"But we don't have glasses", I said and looked around.

"Who cares? Drinking it out of the bottle is the best", he said and laughed.

"You look really happy today", I said and smiled.

"Because I am", he shouted.

"Cheers"

"Cheers"

And his wine bottle touched my water bottle and so did our hands that were not holding anything.

He took large sips until he was out of breath.

"Let's go to the edge and watch the night life underneath us", he was still shouting.

We stood up and looked down.

It was night, but the streets were still busy.

"Why do I feel free watching them?", I asked Junhui.

"I mean we are locked in this hospital, but I feel so free right now"

Junhui nodded.

"I know what you mean. I feel the same", he said and grabbed my hand again and squeezed it lightly.

"Thank you", he said.

"For what?"

"For existing", he took another sip and I blushed.

"Shut up", I said and he chuckeled.

"I'm just saying the truth, babe"

"I said shut up and I am not your babe, idiot"

He laughed out loud.

"Why are you so cute?", he whispered.

And kissed my cheek.

"Junhui, I am sorry, but I am not gay", I tried to say, while I was still feeling his lips on my cheeks.

"You are. You are gay for me, Minghao", he said and laughed again.

And I joined him, because he was right.

"You laugh is beautiful, Minghao"

"Your laugh is beautiful too, Junhui"

And then he kissed my cheek again.

Whoop Whoop!

What's up guys? Mel's back after one month!

Yeah, a lot of stuff happened and I am still feeling like a piece of shit, but I got a bit motivation after watching some Junhao Fanvids.

And guysssss their comeback is so soon and their hair and everything is söelföaöwkdjso.

I am so excited oh god...

Well that's it for today^^

See you,
Mel