i refuse to let myself forget how you broke me because the good memories seem so far away now and letting go of the pain would mean letting go of you and that's something i can't live with doing
i know all the details of who you were but i don't know who you are now because you pushed me away and i never got the chance to learn and i want years and years to get to know you again but i know i can't have that
i save all your pictures because that's all i'm going to get but i'd give so much to be able to take them myself because you're beautiful even when you're not paying attention and you don't quite capture that in edited pictures off social media
i want to be the one who makes memories with you but you've chosen someone else and my old spot is taken
YOU ARE READING
this is everything i didn't say
Poetryand then there was one //if you know me, please ask before reading this, it's very personal
