this is everything i didn't say

thirty-eight

i swear to god i'm trying my hardest
stop making me feel like it's not good enough
do you even understand? i know you're trying to protect me but i'll never learn anything if you never let me do anything myself. quit micromanaging
you wonder why i act like i don't want to be around you- it's because i walk on eggshells with you. i can't mention i like something without you investigating it and asking 100 questions and making me feel like i've done something wrong. all i'm looking for is something to hang onto and i can't tell you anything because you'll pull it away before i can finish explaining how i feel
you try to act like you're so charitable for what you let me do, but i don't think you realize what it's like being under your spotlight
try living my life for a while; you'll see why i'm paranoid