SO TELL ME HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO FORGET ABOUT YOU WHEN EVERYTHING'S A REMINDER. PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE- IT'S ALL COMING UP YOU. EVEN THE STARS REMIND ME OF US FOR GOD'S SAKE- THE CONSTELLATIONS WERE NEVER THIS PAINFUL.
YOU RUINED ALL MY FAVORITE SONGS BECAUSE I LISTENED TO THEM ALL WITH YOU AND NOW I CAN'T HEAR THEM ANY OTHER WAY. CAN'T STOP HEARING THE LYRICS I RECITED WHEN YOU WERE HAVING A PANIC ATTACK. CAN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT THE ONES WE WROTE ON EACH OTHERS SCARS TO KEEP US FROM REOPENING THEM.
EVEN MY ROOM- GOD, IT'S FULL OF YOU EVERYWHERE I LOOK. LITTLE NOTES YOU WROTE ME TACKED UP ON THE MIRROR, BY MY BED, INSIDE THE PICTURE FRAME. THE NOTES I KEEP INSIDE MY WALLET IN CASE OF ANXIETY AND THE FLANNEL THAT USED TO BE YOURS. THE PICTURES OF US UP ON THE WALL, AND WE WERE SMILING TOO. GO AHEAD, REMIND ME WHAT THAT WAS LIKE BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT WITH YOU GONE.
MAYBE IT'D BE EASIER IF YOU'D LEFT AND TAKEN EVERYTHING WITH YOU, BUT THEN AGAIN MAYBE IT WOULDN'T BE. ALL I KNOW IS I'M STARTING TO SEE LIFE AS A PHOTO ALBUM OF OUR MEMORIES AND GOD I JUST WISH YOU'D COME BACK.
caraphernalia // k.
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this is everything i didn't say
Poetryand then there was one //if you know me, please ask before reading this, it's very personal
