so they ask me what i'm writing and i say it's a mystery
they think that means i've been working on a novel
with a clear distinctive villain and the hero who solves it all
but when i say it's a mystery i'm telling you i don't know either
because i don't know where to start
or which crime scene to visit
and i'm not quite sure who the villain is anymore
who knows- maybe it's me
but even if it's not, i could never be the hero
so they ask me what i'm reading and i tell them it's dystopian
yeah, it's another one of those stories where everything's ruined
never mind the fact that the main character almost always dies at the end of these kinds of books
as long as the story sounds good nothing else really matters
what i don't tell them is the name of the story is mental illness
and every sentence is a metaphor about dying
or maybe living, what's the difference
all i know is the main character ends up on the bathroom floor in every story
and i've got a thing for poetry that feels like devastation
dystopia //k.
YOU ARE READING
this is everything i didn't say
Poetryand then there was one //if you know me, please ask before reading this, it's very personal