My Love

13. Dinner

Alexandra's POV🌴:

  I was very intimidated to be in a room alone with Paris.

  She was obviously in love with Hayden. I opened the door to see that Paris was wearing a short red flirty dress and a pair of white flats.

  She said "Oh I hadn't realized you were coming to dinner with me and Hay Bear." I heard the disappointment in her voice as she said this.

  Paris didn't want me here because she wanted Hayden all to herself. She came close to me only a few inches away as she whispered "Hayden is mine always has been, always will be and you will never get him."

  I said "I think he wants to be with me and give us a shot. Answer me this if Hayden was yours why would he be with me right now?" Paris looked down sadness glinting in her eyes as she said "He just wanted to have sex with someone and get it out of his system but he will be back with me in no time. That's how it's always been and always will be."

  Before I could say another thing to her. Hayden came into the living room and held me close keeping me against him.

  I felt safe in his arms and I never wanted to be apart from them. I looked in Paris's eyes they were filled with hurt and hate at the same time. Hayden moved his hand down to my but rubbing it and smiling down on me.

  I found it so attractive when he gave me his naughty smile.

  Hayden came down and whispered in my ear "I can't stop thinking about you" no doubt he was talking about what happened a few minutes ago.

  I was just carried away in the moment and he's right I wasn't ready. I'm kind of glad she came early because she stopped me from doing something I would've regretted.

  Don't get me wrong I trust Hayden but I don't know if I can trust him in that way yet.

  He's been with many girls. How am any different? What if he doesn't like my body?

  No I'm gonna stop thinking this way. He's right I should stop obsessing over stupid questions.

  I should trust him and give him a chance to be apart of my life if he wants to be.

  I realized I had been lost in my thoughts for awhile because when I came back to my senses Hayden and Paris were trying to get my attention.

  Hayden said "It's so cute when you get lost in your thoughts" he kissed me on the cheek and caressed my cheek.

  Looking into my eyes deeply and he was leaning in closer by the second until Paris pulled us apart. She said "Come on guys I don't have a date don't make me feel like a third wheel."

  She seemed so innocent and sweet outside but I know how she was on the inside.

  She was a horrible person on the inside but I'm not gonna fight with her instead I'm going to try to help her to become better.

  When I came back to my senses Hayden was leading us to the living room and said "We should watch a movie." Paris shook her head and said "That's a wonderful idea Hay Bear." She wrapped her arms around him and laid her head on his chest.

  I pulled away from him and went to pick out a few movies.

  The choices were the Poltergeist, Friday, or Norbit.

  I said "I want to watch the Poltergeist how about you guys?"

  Hayden said "Yeah I'm thinking the same thing" and he gave me one of his famous small smiles.

  Paris interrupted and said "Oh whatever Hay Bear wants."

  I slid the movie into the DVD player and sat in the chair. While Hayden and Paris were on the couch. I was paying attention to the movie and wrapped up in my blacker until I saw Hayden coming towards me lifting me up in his arms.

  He grabbed my butt and kissed me. I asked "What was all that for?" He went down to whisper in my ear and said "I'm sorry about Paris."

  I jumped down from his arms looked up at him and said "It's fine you don't need to apologize. She seems like a good 'friend' to you I don't mind."

  Hayden looked baffled and said "Why did you say friend like that? We weren't anything but friends."

  I said "Stop lying she told me you guys hooked up many times and that you will come back to her."

  Hayden said "Ssh she's sleeping. I'm going to take her home and we can talk about this tomorrow morning."

  I was already walking away but Hayden grabbed me by my waist and pulled me against him. I tried pulling away but he held on to me tighter.

  Before I knew it his lips were on mine I could feel his tongue exploring my mouth with greed. I gripped onto his shirt and pulled him down. I kissed him back with just as much hunger as he gave me. Hayden pushed me back against the wall and started sucking on my neck.

  He knew his neck kisses were my ultimate weakness. No he was winning and I couldn't let him. I pulled away and said "Take her home" I walked into my room.

  I laid there for a little and I was thinking about all that Paris said to me...Were they true

  Could he really be leaving me soon?

Hayden's POV 🌴:

  Paris hurt A and I don't like that one bit.

  A pulled away from me and said "Take her home." She was upset and I want to care for her not make her hate me but it seems that's all I've been doing lately.

  I went back toward where Paris was sleeping. I woke her up and she mumbled something.

  I shook her harder and she finally woke up I said "I'm gonna take you home and be on my way."

  She woke up fully, stood up and was only a couple inches away from me. She touched up my arm and made swirls giving me a smile making me know she wanted me.

  She whispered in my ear "I was faking it. I was just trying to get your 'girlfriend' to go away so that we can do what we do like old times."

  Paris was many things but she will never have my heart the way that A does.

  I wouldn't trade her for anything and that's what love is and I want to admit it to A. I want to prove it to her and this is not the way.

  Paris was leaning in to kiss me and I pushed her away. I said "I'm in love with A I'm not going to hurt her. I want you to get out of our apartment and I never want to here from you again." I was saying this while I walked her to the door.

  I closed the door and leaned back onto it. That was the most I've ever thought anything through in my life.

  I had my eyes closed and then after a few moments I heard footsteps coming towards me.

  I slight opened my eyes and I realized it was A.

  She sat in front of me in a kneeling position and asked "Do you really love me?" I was shocked I didn't think she had heard me. I said quietly "You heard me? I uh...umm."

  Before I could continue mumbling A came toward me and kissed me softly. Her lips sweetly tasting mine. I loved her lips they were meant for me to kiss them forever.

  I've never felt this way since Aria.

Ooh who is Aria? Mmmm things are getting interesting. Hope you like it so far.

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