My Love

26. Fight

Hayden's POV 🌴:

  I saw A in my bed sleeping like a baby. Her hair covering on of her eyes as her head was towards me I moved her hair away.

  The most beautiful girl I have ever seen.

  So perfect. I just wanted to keep her forever. I was frightened when she opened one eye and said "Stop staring at me Pinkie." My heart was pounding heavily as I replied "No I...I wasn't staring at...you...I was looking out the window."

  God wow this girl. She got me all tongue tied she's adorable and it makes me angry when I think that I might lose her.

  I stood up coming off the bed and gritting my teeth saving myself from screaming. I walked over to the big window staring out of it. Trying to relax myself thinking that everything will be ok...but it won't be. I raked my fingers through my hair from frustration.

  I felt A's warm hands wrap around my torso and I melted in her arms. All my worries go away when she touches me.

  She slowly starts to give me kisses on the back of my neck as she spins me around curling up in my arms. I rested my hands around her waist and pulled her closer feeling her body on mine.

  A rests on my chest and close her eyes as we sway side to side.

  She asked "Are you ok Pinkie?"

  I thought about and I said "No I'm not ok. Of course I'm not ok A your going to die and I'm falling in love with you more every day."

  I pulled away from her and went back to staring out the window as I told her "You should get some rest and I'll go make us breakfast. She rested her hand on my shoulder but now I just felt my chest hurt. I walked away and I could feel A being upset because it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest.

  I walked into the kitchen and went behind the door. I slid down it and raked my fingers through my hair some more. I felt a tear slide down my cheek but I didn't care.

  I love her...

Alexandra's POV 🌴:

  I looked out the window and tried to center my mind on what I should do.

  I went for my suitcase and started packing my clothes. I can't keep on hurting him like this the best thing I can do is leave.

  I heard footsteps approaching closer to the door.

  The door opened to reveal Hayden and he was starting to talk but saw the bags. He froze and asked with the tiniest voice "What are the bags for?"

  After a few moments his voice broke as he asked "Are you leaving?" I moved my hair away from my face as I stepped closer towards him. But he stepped back and looked at me with a hurt look on his face. It felt like my heart was breaking but I went back to packing.

  I tried my best to avoid any eye contact with him because it would just make this harder.

  After about 2 minutes I finished all my packing and I turned towards Hayden. His eyes were in another place he wasn't looking at me or anything else.

  He was looking in his self to find the answers.

  He had went to the window and stared through it once more. I stepped in front of him and cupped his face in my hands.

  He's the most perfect guy I ever met. He was everything that I ever dreamed to be well if I had a vision of a boyfriend. "Over these past few months Hayden you have been there with me and I can cherish the time we spent together. I don't want to hurt you anymore, so I'm deciding that I should leave before I make matters worse."

  He kept on gazing out the window and waited for a few minutes, but he wouldn't even budge he just stood there.

  I was about to walk away when Hayden grabbed me by my waist and kissed me aggressively. As he squeezed me against him and I felt his grasp tighten as I was pressed up against his body.

  "A I'm not letting you go because of some sickness. I want to save you just let me please. Will you give me a chance? Don't ruin this...I need you." He grabbed onto me tighter as I put my hand on his chest for support. His heart was beating rapidly as he looked deeper into my eyes and said "This is what you cause inside me A. You cause my heart beat to quicken and flustery feelings inside my stomach. This love that I have for you I cannot hide it you are unlike any girl I ever met. I want to be with you please don't give up."

  Hayden had a deeper feeling inside that I couldn't quite understand.

  The way his eyes light up, the way he smiles, the way he laughs when he's really happy about something, his naughtiness and everything about him that make me fall in love with him more each day.

  I looked down trying to find the right answer to give to him but I couldn't so instead I replied with "I don't know I think the best thing is for me to go and stop pushing my problems on you. Maybe we need a breather and I'm sorry for everything."

  I tried going towards my suitcase but Hayden wouldn't loosen his grasp.

  Instead his grasp got tighter and held me as he said "I'm not letting you leave not without a fight. I'm not giving up on us because I have worked too hard to give up now.

  I kissed him with passion and lust I couldn't help it.

  He was starting a feeling inside me that I knew all too well being with him. He went down my body ripping off my clothes going down to my neck. As he went down farther he got me completely naked and I did the same for him.

  Hayden threw me on the bed as he climbed on top of me and continued kissing me.

  I couldn't help but want more...

I know this chapter ended kind of funny but hey not all can be winners you know.

I did publish two chapters today because I felt really bad for keeping you guys waiting. As soon as I finished the last chapter I started working on this one I felt that the other one was too short.

How do you feel about their moment? All I know is I'm getting goose bumps about these too. Tell me in the comments how you feel about the situation with Hayden and A.

Do you think A will survive or will their love be short lived? Until next time.

Love,
Kaylia 💋