My Love

41. Over

Hayden's POV 🌴:

  It's been a while since I last talked to A I think she's moved on with this guy named Damion.

  I walked in on them making out and it hurt me in ways you couldn't even imagine. I didn't think she'd move on I wanted to explain to her what had happened. I would never cheat on her she is the one I've always wanted.

  Not Aria...

  Not Paris...

  Not anyone else but A. My A...I need her but I don't want to ruin her relationship. 

  If it's meant to be we'll end up together I hope I will never completely get over her. She is the most perfect girl I ever met.

  When I walked on her kissing that guy I was frozen in place.

  My mind was replaying what happened over and over again.

  I thought it couldn't get any worse. My heart was broken into a million pieces. Only A can fix it she's my doctor.

  After they pulled apart she looked over at me and her face crumbled.

  I ran to my room and closed my eyes  hoping it was all just a dream.

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  I need to explain everything to her.

  I think she hates me now what's the point of me trying to explain.

  Should I even try? Should I let her be happy with this new guy? I need mom she's the best when it comes to these things.

  I know we're meant to be I just know it.

  My heart was never this way. I really know what love is no matter what it always comes back and finds a way to you. I found it with A and I don't plan on letting it go.

  Suddenly, there was a knock at the door.

  I was hoping it was A but it was just Aria. She wanted to come to this college because she wanted to be closer to me apparently.

  I didn't realize I'd be getting A as my roomate it's crazy.

  She's been changing and getting more moody, so I have to be there for her through this.

  I was hoping my first child would be with A and we'd buy our own house. We'd have a whole lot of children and live old together.

  I always thought it would end up like that now I'm not so sure about anything anymore.

  Except one thing...

  My life is miserable without her...

Alexandra's POV 🌴:

  I didn't mean to let Hayden see that.

  I don't want to hurt him. He might've crushed everything I'm worth and hurt me, but I would never wish him unhappiness.