My Love

15. The Lake

Alexandra's POV 🌴:

Hayden and Justis are going to the club but I didn't want them to I wanted Hayden to stay with me so we could continue what we started in the car.

I didn't think he would deny that. But I guess he just wants my first time to be special.

I kept on thinking that he likes me and if I die I'm just going to break his heart. I don't want that but if I tell him that's gonna hurt him more and he'd want to cure me.

I was thinking of all the ways this could go down but none will work.

I'm in a car with the guy I'm in...like with.

I was even going to have sex with him I still want to and I feel that I'm ready.

***

After a while of driving I rested my hand on his thigh and slowly unbuttoned his jeans. I pulled them down slightly and put my hand in his underwear. I slowly moved my hand up and down on his dick.

He looked at me with lust in his eyes and said "I would've never thought u would do this to me."

I asked in a soft voice "Why do u think that?" He answered "It's just I never thought I would get you." He continued after breathing heavily "A you might want to move your hand away from there."

I realized his bulge was getting bigger and his eyes grew darker with lust. I moved my hand away and said "Why do you think that you weren't going to get me?"

"I thought that because your different and I kind of thought you deserved someone who didn't mess up before." I said "You didn't mess up Hayden and I think... I hope you won't."

Hayden pulled over into the street he paused for a moment and looked forward.

I asked "What's wrong?"

He turned to face me and said "You know how much you mean to me right?"

"I don't know why don't you show me?" I stated. He giggled then leaned in and kissed me softly. I kissed him back hard and wrapped my arms around his neck so he couldn't pull away.

I gripped on his shirt and kissed him for a long time until we ran out of breath.

***

After a while he said "You drive me crazy A...so friggin crazy."

I looked at him and smiled and he smiled back.

***

We drove for a while and I asked "Where are we going Hayden?"

He smirked and said "You'll see A. Stop asking questions your like a little kid in the back of the car asking are we there yet."

I opened my mouth in shock and Hayden laughed at me. I said "I don't act like a little kid" as I crossed my arms.

He laughed more and said "Your so cute A" he held my chin while he turned from me time to time.

"We're almost there baby A I promise."

***

After a few minutes he parked and we were on a hill.

Hayden quickly ran around opened the door for me and he pulled me in front of him.

He covered my eyes with his hands, I giggled and said "Where are you taking me?"

Hayden asked "Do you trust me?"

I answered "Of course I trust you."

"Ok then just let me show you something."

We were walking for about 5 minutes until Hayden stopped and removed his hands from covering my eyes.

When I was aware of my surroundings I realized that we were on a hill close to a beautiful lake. I looked down to see Hayden sitting on the grass and I sat next to him.

Hayden said "This is the last place I've ever been with my dad. He told me that he was going to leave mom and that he had found someone better about 3 years ago. I haven't been here since but I wanted to share this with you because I didn't want you to think I was hiding anything from you."

Hayden held his head down and continued "I might not be the most perfect guy but I promise I'll be here for you."

He looked like he had more to say but he got interrupted by a phone call.

It was Justis. I couldn't understand some of what they were talking about but I think Justis is mad that he's late. Hayden said "I'm cancelling. I can't right now I want to be with A understand that."

Justis sounded like he gave up and Hayden ended the call with "Thanks man. We'll do something tomorrow."

When Hayden ended the call he looked over the lake at sundown and I watched with him. I laid on his chest in comfort but he just kept on looking at the lake.

I asked "What are you searching for?"

Hayden answered with "I'm searching for a shimmer in the sun. The first time my dad asked my mom to be his girlfriend was here. He said he saw a shimmer in the sun at sundown and that's how he knew he and my mom were meant to be together. He told me that someday I was going to bring my true love here and the same thing would happen for me."

Hayden turned his attention to me and continued "It's a lie. If what he said was true my mom and him would be together right now. I know your my true love and I don't need the sun to prove that."

Hayden pulled me closer to him and rested his palms on my face. He said "I love you A. Ever since the first day I laid eyes on you I knew it."

I was frightened and happy at the same time but I felt at ease when I felt Hayden's lips touch mine in a soft kiss.

He pulled apart slowly and said "I love you" softly.

"I love you too Hayden."

Did you think that Alexandra was going to be brave enough to tell Hayden how she felt? I didn't think so either but let's find out what will happen next. Until next time

Love,
Kaylia 💋