My Love

50. Dreams

Alexandra's POV 🌴:

  This was one of the worst nights of my life.

  We got interrogated by the cops all night until they captured the footage of what happened.

  I felt exhausted and I lost a lot of blood.

  I didn't get anything cleaned up.

  I was still bleeding really heavily and I was getting lightheaded.

  I tried breathing slowly and it helped. We got back to our dorm and Hayden helped me out of the car. I hurt my leg really bad when she kicked me.

  He picked me up bridal style and carried me inside laying me on the bed.

  Hayden went for the first aid kit and started cleaning me up. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to let this happen to you. I didn't mean to get you hurt. I caused this I'm so sorry" he said softly with hurt evident on his face as he played with my hair.

"It's not your fault and I'm OK. It could've been worse" I said reassuring him.

  I lifted my upper body facing him.

  I pulled him on the bed and got on top of him. I kissed him and started taking off his clothes. I gripped onto him and pressed up against his hard body.

  I trapped him between my legs and said "Now do you believe me?"

"Yes I believe you" he said leaning in to kiss me as I kissed him back. I moved my hair back away from my face as I kissed him harder.

  I started to feel a pain on my leg as I stopped and groaned in pain.

  He layed me on the bed slowly.

  Hayden turned to me and asked "Are you OK? Did I hurt you?" He pulled me close and held me tight protecting me. "I'm fine. My leg just started to tense up. Can you get me some aspirins?" I said grabbing my leg breathing heavily as I try to ease the pain.

  He ran in a rush going to get the aspirins coming back to me.

  Hayden brought a cup of water with him also. He handed me the aspirins and passed me the water. I took the pills and felt a little better after I did. I grabbed onto him as he held me tight. I always felt safe in his arms. He made me feel protected and I knew he wouldn't let anything hurt me.

  I trust him.

  Suddenly I had the urge to puke. I pushed him away and ran to the toilet.

  I kept puking and when I finally stopped I still felt sick.

  I gripped onto the toilet seat and let it all out.

  I fell to the ground and crawled my way up to the cabinet. I washed out the taste of vomit and searched the cabinet for my floss. I saw my pads and I realized I haven't had my period for a month now. I missed my period.

  I shook my head and thought there was no way I could be pregnant.

  Hayden didn't use a condom.

  I shook it out of my head.

  There was no way I thought to myself as I walked back to the room.

  He was right there waiting for me with a concerned look on his face. "Do you need to go to the doctors? What happened in there?" He bombarded me with questions as soon as I walked in and got up to get close to me.

  I smiled at this and said to him "I am fine and I puked that's all. I feel better now, I promise."

  Hayden started to say "If something ever happened to you I would never forgive myself. I love you so much A." I pulled him close into a tight embrace and told him "You have no idea how much I've missed you."

  We started to sway against each others bodies.

  He grabbed me and spun me around.

  Hayden then pulled me back against him as we swayed slowly left to right. We enjoyed being in each others embrace and we both wanted to stay in this moment I could feel it.

  I started yawning and he picked me up.

  Hayden laid me gently on the bed.

  He came over next to me and held me against him. I felt his warm body and it made me feel even sleepier. I wrapped my legs and arms around him as I started drifting off to sleep. I was kind of half asleep when I felt Hayden kiss my cheek tenderly and said softly "Sweet dreams my A."

  My vision went dark for a while and then I saw my dad and my mom together. 

  "We are so proud of you. You're going to college, you're following your dreams, you found someone to take care of you, and most importantly you never gave up" my mom said as she looked at me with delight.

  My dad started to say "Why couldn't I just live a little longer to check on that boy? I don't want my daughter getting hurt by a heartbreaker."

  My mom laughed at him and told him "She's fine you worry too much sweetie."

  Their voices were fading out and I tried talking to them, but I couldn't.

  I wanted to get more time with them, but I guess this was it. That was my last chance to say my goodbyes.

  I heard one last thing before they faded out completely "We love you and good luck with the baby."

  I snapped out of my dream and I woke up.

  The sun was shining bright into my eyes.

  I was so happy about my dream I woke up smiling. I don't know what my mom meant by "Good luck with the baby." Honestly, it kind of creeped me out, but I didn't think much of it.

  I started to feel sick again and I felt vomit rising up in my throat. I ran to the bathroom and I got there right in time letting it all out.

  I felt hands rubbing my back and someone holding my hair.

  It was Hayden.

  I puked and puked for a few minutes, and then Hayden carried me into the kitchen.

  He rested me on a stool and said "Maybe all you need is a little breakfast." He went into the cabinet and grabbed eggs. I smiled and asked "Is this a special occasion? You're making eggs."

  Hayden only smirked and continued cooking.

  After a while he said "Yes it is."

  "What's the occasion?"

  "Why would I spoil it?" Hayden finalized.

  He smiled mischievously at me and replied with...

  "What's the fun in that?"

I hope you enjoyed this chapter. The dream about her parents was an important part.

I'd remember that if I were you.

That's all for now.

Well until next time.

Love,
Kaylia 💋