My Love

42. Bad Things

Alexandra's POV 🌴:

   I'm getting worse by the day.

  It's my fault. I might die soon but I don't want Hayden and I to end like this.

  I was in math class doing a paper, but my mind was somewhere else. I was having major headaches and I could barely focus on what I was writing.

  My chest pains came back.

  They haven't been there for a while and now they came back as hard as ever.

  I just wanted to get out of here.

  I got up and became lightheaded, but I managed to hand the finished paper to the professor before leaving.

  I walked to my dorm and I got worse along the way my vision became blurry.
 
  I got to the door and my bones felt weak.

  I went in my room to look for the vitamins but before I knew it I fell to the ground with a thud.

  I blacked out.

  I don't know how but after a while I could feel someone holding me but I couldn't do anything about it.

  I completely knocked out of my senses I couldn't feel, see or hear anyone anymore.

  I thought I was dead.

  It's like I was stuck between everything I could think but I couldn't do anything.

  My eyes started to flicker and I came to my senses.

  I panicked a little as I realized that I had wires connected to this big machine thing. I started to breathe heavily and then the monitor thing started beeping.

  I didn't realize Hayden was here until he came and made me calm down.

  Hayden went for a nurse.

  Someone came in and I looked up to see who it was. Of course it was Aria. I should've expected he would bring her here.

  God, why I can't I just get them out of my life?

  She started to speak "Look at you on your death bed. Now I'll truly have Hayden all to myself because you'll be gone."

  "Whatever Aria it's sad that I have to die for him to ever care for you" I said in a soft manner.

  "Good luck with him you won. Your having his baby and you guys have more moments than we ever did. Maybe you guys were meant to be" I continued on.

  Aria bursted out laughing as she said "Do you really think I'm pregnant? That was all a lie so he'd have to tell you and you would get mad. It was all apart of my plan for you guys to end."

  "Did you also think he was going to have sex with me willingly? I don't get why, but he loves you or shall I say loved" she finalized.

  I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't think someone would be capable of being so evil.

  "I want Hayden all to myself and now I will have him and you will be out of the picture" Aria said softly, laughing at the end. "You can do whatever you want to me, but I love Hayden, and you want to ruin what we have. That doesn't make you a good person you're ruining people's lives" I said looking into her eyes.

  I laid my head back and closed my eyes as I wish I was never here.

  She walked away and I heard the door slam behind her.

  Maybe everything will be alright soon I'll die and Aria can be happy with Hayden. She's right finally I'll be out of the picture and they can live happily ever after. Maybe I was the right the first time.

  It wasn't meant to be.

  If it wasn't meant to be why do I feel this way? I feel like my heart pounds whenever I think of him his smile, his laugh, his awkwardness, his shyness, and that cute thing he does with his eyebrows.

  It's all perfect to me and I want him in my life for as long as I can.

  I want to hold onto him to feel him in my grasp. Go to beach like we used to and talk about the most random stuff.

  We used to talk about our hopes and our dreams.

  We used to talk about our life in the future what it would be like when we are together and we get married. We live together, have our kids, and give them the funniest names.

  I felt tears starting to stream down my face.

  The stupid monitor started to beep over and over again. I began to get blurred vision again and I thought this was it.

  The doctor and a couple nurses came running in. As I saw Hayden's figure next to me gripping my hand. The doctor gave me a shot and I passed out once again.

***

  I woke up feeling better but a little pain in my chest. I felt energized like I used to be.

  I felt happy.

  I opened my eyes fully and saw Hayden sleeping in a chair in the far corner of the room. He looked so peaceful and I wanted to go over to him. I wanted to wrap my arms around him, and never let go.

  I saw a smile crawl upon his face and I knew he has been awake this entire time.

  "You are so sneaky I know your awake. What happened? How long have I been sleeping?" He got up and came over as he lay with me in the bed. "You've been sleeping for about a week the medication they gave you was pretty strong. They wanted to ease the pain from the surgery" Hayden said looking at me.

  "Hayden how am I going to pay for the surgery. I'm going to be in debt." He laughed and said "No I paid for you I'm not going to let you die. I..." I stopped him by saying "I'm going to be in debt to you I'm going to pay you back every penny I promise" I said closing my eyes. 

  "A I paid for it already and my rule goes you are not paying me back save your money for college."

  It had been a while since he last called me A I missed it.

  I got silent and he brought my head up giving me a slight kiss on the lips bringing me back to my senses.

  I grabbed onto his shirt and kissed him back with all my strength not wanting to let go. We kissed for a long time passionately as he crawled on top of me and deepened our kiss.

  I stopped and said breathing heavily "What about Aria?"

  He said "I love you and as I was trying to explain before I didn't willingly have sex with her. She drugged me and then she took advantage of me" he looked away and I pulled him back to my attention kissing him again.

  I missed the feeling of being in his arms, being able to kiss his soft, sensual lips.

  The heart monitor started to beep like crazy and I knew why. Hayden wanted to stop but I wouldn't let him...

  I love him.

I know this chapter ended on an interesting part.

Will they have sex? Will they get back together or is that stupid bitch in the way?
😂😂😂

We will find out don't worry.

Well until next time.

Love,
Kaylia💋