My Love

51. Promise

Hayden's POV🌴:

  It's been a couple weeks since A's accident and I'm ready to tell her what I've been holding back all these months.

  I needed to get something important off my chest tonight.

  I was scared to death and it is a really big step. It's life changing and I don't know if she'd be open to that. We just barely started college.

  A was nudging at me as she asked "Are you OK Pinkie?"

  I came back to my senses as I smiled a little and realized she just called me Pinkie. She hasn't called me that in a while, and I don't know it felt good. It felt good to want someone and that person wanting you back.

"Yes I'm OK. I was just thinking about your surprise" I said softly.

  I stopped thinking about it and tried not to panic. "Oh, I forgot about something" I said eagerly and she asked "What?" I turned off the stove just as the eggs were finished. I replied softly "This."

  I pulled her close and I went close to her face almost kissing her. We made eye contact for a bit and then I kissed her hard not slowing down for a while. She gripped onto me tighter as I put her up against the counter and caressed her cheek. A was rubbing my chest and gripping my shirt putting her body up against mine.

  I could tell she wanted me, but I couldn't give her more yet. I want to know she's going to say about her surprise first before we have sex again.

  I stopped kissing her and rested my head on her forehead.

"I want to wait until tonight. It's really important and special, and I'm just really nervous about tonight" I said pulling away from her.

  I put her eggs on her dish and sat it on the table in front of her.

  I started walking away, but she held onto my wrist.

  I don't want to mess things up.

  If I do I'm going to lose her and I can't I don't want to be a loser. I want to have her in my life she's so special and I'm going to make her know that. Any other girls don't compare to her and every since I later eyes on her I knew she was the one. It's like everything and everyone stopped the first time I saw her. It's like it was just us in the world. All I want to do is make her happy for the rest of our lives.

  I'm going to be there for her and never leave her side. I want to be the one that she needs. I want her to depend on me always.

  I needed tonight to be perfect.

  I snapped back into reality and realized that A said "You don't have to be nervous. I know I'll enjoy your surprise no matter what it is. I love you and I'm here no need to be nervous." She always knew what to do and what to say to me...she is my dream.
  I wrapped her in my arms and kept her safe.

"I know you have a class today and I have some errands to run, so I'll come get you at 8" I said whispering into her ear and kissing her forehead. I kept her close as she nodded her head and I could tell she was tired. I picked her up and carried her to bed.

  She yelped and asked "What are you doing?"

"I'm carrying you to the room, so we can get some rest together before your class."

  I put her on the bed and layed right behind her wrapping her in my arms. I put the blanket over her as she started to drift off into sleep. I held onto her tight because it may be my last time being with her. Maybe she'll hate me for what'll happen tonight and I want to savor every last moment I have with her.