My Love

54. My Girl

Alexandra's POV 🌴:

  The evening came by so fast.

  Soon enough we were getting ready to go to the dinner and I was really nervous.

  I hope his family likes me.

  I may not be rich, but I do love him and I'm not using him for his money that's for damn sure. His family may think I'm just after his money that's why I'm marrying him. Maybe they'll think the same way of me as Hayden's brother does.

  I was in deep thought so I didn't realize that Hayden was calling me.

  I quickly came out of my thoughts and I found a simple black dress. I put it on and wore black heels matching with it. It was strapless and when I put my hair up it showed my back and all of my neck.

  I went out to find Hayden and he was smiling when he saw how I looked.

  It made me blush.

  He kept staring me up at down.

  I liked it.

  I love when he looks at me like I'm the only girl in the world he makes me feel so special.

  Honestly, I don't know how I got to this point of being his fiance. Every girl drools over him and how was I the one to catch his eye?

  He grabbed my waist and spun me around.

  "You're the most beautiful girl."

  I wrapped my arms around his neck as he put me back on the ground again. I stared deep into his eyes and said "How did I become so lucky? You could have any girl you want and you chose me." He smiled and leaned in to kiss me. After a while we pulled apart and he said in a serious manner "You are special and you aren't like other girls at all. The first day I saw you it's like you put a spell on me. I never thought I'd find love again, but you proved me wrong. I trust you with my life and I don't trust many people. Do you get what I'm saying or will I have to prove it?"

  "OK OK I don't need you to prove it I believe you. I just had always wondered why me?"

  "You know the reason why. Come on we're going to be late."

  He grabbed my hand and led me to the car. It took us a while to get there, but once I saw the place it was beautiful. It was the best house I have ever seen. I would've never even imagine I would be able step foot in a place like that. I would feel like I'm not good enough. 

  Hayden always thought that I was good enough for anything and everything.

  He always believed in me. 

  I see that now.

  I clutched onto his arm tightly as I began to get more nervous and nauseous. I took deep breaths and soon enough I calmed down, but not fast enough because Hayden realized this. He reassured me by saying "Everything will be fine. They are going to love you."

  I smiled and we waited as his mom came to answer the door.

  She brought us in, and then she gave both me and Hayden hugs. She led us into the dining room where everyone was already seated.

  Suddenly, the nervousness came back, but Hayden was next to me so it eased the tension.

  The evening was going pretty well, but Hayden's brother kept on giving me the eyes.

  It was making me nervous, so I excused myself.

  I headed into the bathroom and washed my face as I fixed my hair. In my mind I was giving myself a pep talk to not be nervous. I felt like I was about to puke, so I dashed for the toilet, and let it all out. I washed the horrible taste of vomit out of my mouth and I opened the door.