Just A Marriage

16.

Bianca's Pov
Today I have a photo shoot. It's been a couple of days since the girls and I have decided to go Solo. We are holding off on telling Hank until we find labels that will take all of us as individuals. Meaning I still have to put myself through pure hell.

My mom, as in my grandmother, and I are taking this photo shoot together. She hasn't updated me on finding my sister... I really miss her.

Me- Hey momma.

I hugged my grandmother.

Tina- Hey my sweetie pie. How have you been?

Me- I could be better.

And I was being truthful. I've been experiencing... "things" lately.

Tina- What's going on honey?

My grand and I walked in the dressing room and sat our bags down.

Me- N-nothing major. Just a little sick... you know?

Tina- Have you been to the doctor?

My grand was fumbling around in her bag.

Me- No.... *Whisper* I don't wanna go.

Tina- Why haven't you been honey?

Me- Haven't had time...  Just a little cold.

Tina- If it gets worse I'll take you myself.

I smiled as my grand kissed my forehead.

Tina- I love you lots.

Me- I love you more mom.

I hugged her.

We got changed into our clothes and hair and makeup came to assist us. After we got all nice and neat we walked out . I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw Hank.

I cleared my throat before continuing to walk. My grandma stopped and greeted him, I ignored him.

Me- Mom.. Let's get started.

I glared at Hank. He returned it with a smirk. This pig!

My grand and I took several pictures. We were nearing the end and we had to go change again. I had on red and she had on black. We came out and got in our places and posed for the camera. Hank walked over to me and adjusted my chin. I immediately teared up. I refused to let them fall. Not here . Not in front of him. Not in front of my grand.

I saw the door come opened and in walked Jason with, Olivia!? Jason and Olivia greeted his father and started watching me take my pictures. That made my tears build up worse. 

Me- I-I'm sorry. I gotta- GCO.

I instantly grabbed my mouth and held my stomach as I ran off to the nearest restroom. All I heard was my heels clicking against the wooden floors. I busted in the bathroom and threw up all my breakfast. I heard someone come in and I felt the air on pack of my neck as my hair was being lifted up.

I thought it was Hank so I pushed them away.

Jason- Hey. Stop.

Jason? I still slightly shoved him away.

Me- I don't want you to see my like this....

I wiped my mouth and leaned on the wall.

Jason- It's not a big deal... this is my job after all.

He sat beside me.

Me-... You left Olivia out there?

Jason- Olivia isn't my soon to be wife.. You are. I couldn't careless about what she thinks.. but I care a lot about what you think... Plus, I only was her ride home so.

I looked up at Jason in his eyes.

Me- Can I trust you?

Jason nodded.

Me- I have so many secrets I've hidden from you.

His eyebrows came together.

Jason- Secrets.

My eyes got watery.

Me- Yes..... Please don't be upset.

Jason- It depends.

Me- Jason please- GCO.

Tina- You ok now B? Do I need to book an appointment?

Me- No mom.. I'm fine.

Jason helped me up.

Me- Promise me we'll talk later?

Jason and I locked pinkies.

Jason- Promise.

He kissed it, then kissed me.

Why is my heart beating so fast?

(A/N Is this book interesting? I'm thinking about deleting it. )