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(66) Neon Sign

Chapter 66- Neon sign.

"Girl." I heard Matt's voice come from the door way. I turned around quickly, in only a pair of shorts and a bra with a fleeting look of panic on my face.

"What? What is it?" I asked as I looked to him. He was looking at my stomach.

"You are growing big, and fast." I rolled my eyes at him.

"Of course I am." He chuckled before throwing himself on to the bed.

The guest room I was currently staying at was a bright, pale yellow and was incredibly light and spacious. I didn't know why I was staying here now, even after the couple of weeks I had been away from kyle, I knew I could go home now, but I didn't want to be alone.

As each day went by, I began to feel worse and worse. Of course, I just wanted Kyle back. I missed him more than anything in this world and everyday just seemed to be a drag, everyday seemed to get harder than the last.

I've hated how much I've cried without him at night. I've hated how lost and alone I feel without him.

I've never wanted to be so dependent on someone, my feelings solely relying in them, but that was too late now. I already felt broken.

Every day I've thought about him; wondering what he's doing, what he's thinking. He likes to keep my updated sometimes, texting me or leaving voice mails for me to wake up to. He's told me he's fine and that he's trying to help himself and us, and I want to reply to him so bad, but I just couldn't. I was too scared.

"I can't believe you are making me come to your maternal class." Matt said as he laid his head on his propped up elbow. His eyes were twinkling with humour and his face was light with a smile. I wish I felt as happy as Matt looked.

I knew he was trying to make sure I lived in a happy atmosphere, knowing that a depressing one just wasn't going to help in these circumstances, for me or the baby.

"I'm not going alone." I replied back before sitting on the edge of the bed.

"But Cali, you fail to realise that I chose my kind of lifestyle so I didn't have to go through things like maternal classes." I couldn't help but laugh at him. He had a point there, but no way was it going to get him out of it.

I wanted Kyle to come, hell, I hated knowing that he couldn't. I knew he would loved to have come, he wouldn't want to miss it for the world, but I just couldn't phone him. I just couldn't do it.

Call me a coward, whatever, but I was just too afraid. The way I left him, the way I ignored him when he needed me the most. I couldn't help but feel terrible, even though he was to blame aswell.

"I don't care what lifestyle you chose, Matthew, you're coming whether you like it or not." I pointed his way. He scrunched up his nose and sighed before flinging himself back down on the bed.

"Fine." I rolled my eyes at his attitude before throwing on a t-shirt big enough for me and the little bump that was starting to grow. Matt was right, I was growing and fast too.

Matt got off the bed as soon as I was dressed.

"Are we going now?" He asked. Matt and I had spent most of the day in lazy attire whilst we ate and did nothing. It was early evening now, and we only had half an hour to get down there.

"Unless we want to be late." I gave him a look just as he was about to open his mouth, and wisely, he closed it in reply.

We grabbed our things before walking downstairs. Fortunately, the house was quiet and nobody was home. Infact, during my stay I had only seen Matt's parents a handful of times.