Different Worlds

Where The Road Lead

It's been months, I was sitting on the couch. I heard Seth walk in the house and yelled out., " "Babe!"

"In here." I yelled out to him. Then muttered, "Where the fuck else would I be?"

He walked in and smiled as he held out a bag of food. "Got you what you asked for."

"Oh, thank god." I breathed.

I reached for it as he walked in and handed it to me. He sat next to me and put his hand on my swollen belly. "How is our little one?"

"Active." I said. Then I looked at him. "Seth, I am so bored just sitting here all day."

"I know, babe. But it's doctor's orders." He smiled at me.

I just sighed. "So, we are really not going to find out the sex or at least pick names?"

"No." I simply said. He knew why. I didn't want us to get too excited about this. I was willing to try, to try and give Seth what he wanted. But I couldn't emotionally get invested. He was though.

"Come on, you are thirty two weeks. You have made it past where you were before." He said, happily.

"Anything could still happen." I only said.

He just frowned. Then he asked, "How about a bath?"

I looked at him and smiled. "Only if you join me."

I had decided to not terminate but I knew this meant, possibly losing another child. Seth even convinced me to move in with him so he could take care of me and he did. He still worked but he cut back his hours so he could be home more to take care of me.

He got up and disappeared for awhile as I enjoyed the food he brought me. Several minutes later, he came back in the room and held a hand to me. I just smiled at him as I took it. He was really attentive my whole pregnancy. I knew why cause he didn't want to chance anything. We got upstairs and into the bathroom. I got undressed and looked over at Seth as he watched me. We haven't had sex in months cause of doctors orders. Seth was keen on listening to the doctor, but I knew he was struggling with this one. I smiled at him as I was naked. "Come join me."

He looked away as he was nervous. "I don't think that is a good idea, baby."

"Why not?" I asked, innocently, then smirked.

I moved closer to him. I moved a hand on his chest. He sharply inhaled. "Mary." He breathed.

I moved closer to him and moved my lips only inches from him. I whispered, seductively, "How about I get you off, then you join me."

He looked almost tortured at this point. He was trying to be strong. "Mary, we can't, the doctor said..."

"The doctor said no intercourse, so we won't have sex. But there is other ways I can get you off." I said, seductively.

"What about you?" He asked.

Another thing that sucked about it all, I wasn't even allowed to have an orgasm could cause it could cause me to go into early labor. It did suck, but right now I know it has sucked more for him. He was trying so hard to make sure I was okay and take care of me. I knew he was also very sexually frustrated, but never took it out on me. He was nothing but perfect through everything which I knew it had to be hard for him. I smiled. "I want to, Seth. You deserve this."

He looked at me and his eyes were full of lust. He roughly took my lips and kissed me hard. My hands moved to his clothes as I pulled and pushed them off. Once he was naked too, I moved my hand to his shaft and began to pump him. He broke the kiss as he groaned. I watched him as he had his eyes closed and he breathed heavily at the feel of me. Then he stopped me as he seemed embarrassed. "I need a minute, it's been a long while and I know it won't take long."