His Angel (H.S) Book 1 ✔

*Chapter 14: Cuddles & Pizza*

So sorry for the long wait! Here it is :D

*Chapter 14: Cuddles & Pizza*

Sunday; August 20, 2017

Roxanne

I'm so ashamed of myself. How could I let this happen? I couldn't sleep well all night. I couldn't even look at my own mother as how embarrassed I am. I fucked her own boyfriend! I'm such a horrible person.

What's the matter with him? Doesn't he love my mom? I should tell her. I need to, he basically did all this without my acknowledgement. Though I did like it... uggh Roxanne focus!

I sigh as put up my hair into a ponytail. I wear no make-up, just some lip gloss. I walk out wearing jeans and a t-shirt.

I make my way downstairs and look around but no one is home. I go to the kitchen and see a note on the fridge.

Have some important trip to make that's only two hours away, I'll be back home tomorrow. There's money on the cookie jar, Harry had to do some work out of the house he'll be back later. Take care.

Mom xoxo

I sigh crumbling the paper. I'm home alone with this idiot? I took out my cell and looked through my contacts. I call Zayn as I wait for him to answer. It's Sunday, I hope I'm not interrupting any family stuff.

"Hello?" He answers and I smile a bit. Damn I'm such a horrible girlfriend. I cheated on him he would hate me. I need to tell him.

"Umm hey babe, uh are you doing anything today?" I scratch my forehead as I try not to sound like something is wrong. Zayn would know when something is going on, he can figure me out easily.

"No, not at all. You sweetheart?"

"No, actually... can we talk? Uh my mom is away again and Harry won't come back until later. You think you can come over?"

"I'll be there."

**

After a couple of minutes, the doorbell rings. I open the door to a ravishing Zayn standing in front of me with a dazzling smile. He hugs me as I then let him in.

"I hope I don't get in trouble for being here."

"I'm sure you won't. Umm you thirsty, hungry?" I smile at him as he shakes his head.

"Had dinner with my parents, thank you."

I smile leading him to the living room as we sit on the couch. He looks at me as his hazel eyes stare right through me.

"You wanted to tell me something?"

"Umm well yeah, uh."

I'm at loss of words. I don't know how to tell Zayn that I let Harry fuck me twice. I don't have the guts to do so. I can just tell him he raped me... in a way he did though cause I didn't want this. But I did enjoy it, the way he was towards me, taking no for an answer turned me on so much. I haven't had such a relationship like this before.

"Roxanne, what's wrong?" He furrows his eyebrows as he stares at me.

"Nothing," I smile at him.

"That is nothing, just tell me."

"It's nothing Zayn, I'm just uh overwhelmed with all this. With my mom and her—Harry..."

"I see, well let's not think of them alright?" He smiles pulling me close to his arms. I smile snuggling to him looking up at him as he strokes my cheek.