Loving You Painfully - Michaeng (Completed)

Chapter 15 - A Slight Thought on Moving On

I thought Somi was just kidding. Turns out, Samuel did make a move on me. He's unexpectedly could act like he's an older person. At first I just wanted to ignore it. I didn't feel like making a new friend. At his rate, perhaps he did think about having a relationship with me too. I don't want to be over confident, but I'm a girl, can't help it but know when and where a guy make a move and also his motivations. Samuel is a nice guy. Okay, he's 2 years younger than me. Three even, if you really count on the year he was born. I never like someone younger, yet to have a relationship with. Never imagine. Because I like somone who lead me well, since I'm a super indecisive person. I need someone older to do that. So many times Samuel ask me out, jokingly. But I always turn his offer down. We both idols. He has so many fans. So many female fans. If we get caught, I will be death.

With Samuel, he really appreciates my privacy, our distance. He really knows how to contact me, he always finds a perfect time. Maybe because we have the same profession. She knows me better than anyone. He's also patience, I once didn't read his text for 3 days, and he's still replying to me after that. Another man would escape when dealing with a girl like me. I don't really like texting, I rarely check my phone. Especially when I'm working. Is it hard right? I have a complicated personality. Besides, I don't even know whether I'm ready for a relationship or not. I don't want to start when I'm not entirely sure about my feeling, don't want to start it just because I want to forget about a person, I don't want to be a bad girl. Anyway, I still can't get over my broken hearted.

Today, I want to meet with Somi. She asks to meet me at the restaurant near her house. Somi knows a quite place yet good place. She likes to escape from her stardom life. I arrive at this place. It is indeed a quite place in a quiet neighborhood. Somi, as expected has a good eye. Still, I wear a masker, glasses, and hat tho to avoid things. I go inside, I see Somi already, he's not alone. I don't recognize because someone seems to hide behind the pillars. As I got closer, he smiles at me too. It's Samuel. It's him. Shit, Somi traps me. I try to be cool about this.

"Hi Som!" I greet Somi first. Somi wave at me.

"Oh, hi Sam!" I greet him then.

"Hi, Noona!"

I sit beside Somi. Awkward.

"Okay, let me be honest, Unnie. Actually, this is all Samuel. He really likes to meet you but you seem to avoid, as always. That's who you are"

"I'm sorry. I just need to be careful. Really, I also want to hang out sometimes, but......"

"I get it Noona, I totally get it. I also understand your problem is, that is why I ask Somi to help me. I'm sorry that Somi had to lie to drag you here"

"It's okay" Why do I feel so chill about this? I don't like when someone lied to me, what happens to me now?

"I will leave you two" Somi then stand up to leave.

"YA Som!"

"Unnie, my home is just 2 blocks away. If he makes you uncomfortable, just run away to my home"

"Som!"

"Sam, if you hurt my Unnie, I swear I'll kill you, I know your CEO and all your staffs, I will have your life ruined"

"Ya, you scared me! I'll be good, you know me" Samuel reply at Somi's statement

"Okay, okay, by then"

I try to stop her, but she's so persistent in leaving us. I can't do anything. I'm a queen of chit chat, right? I need to lighten up the mood, I don't want this to be awkward. It's nothing anyway.