My brothers best friend // S.M

Chapter 49

Shawn's POV:

Fuck why the hell did I say that. I'm supposed to make her jealous not make her feel insecure. What is wrong with me. I want to quit all of this, I just want her to be in my arms again but I don't want to show her that I'm a pussy. I wanna make her feel that I don't care so that she will eventually run back to me instead of me running back to her. We're both playing with fire right now...

"Maddie c'mon let's go" I said grabbing her hand. I don't wanna be here anymore. I don't wanna see Amy nor Cameron. I really am in need of some hot rough sex right now.

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Amy's POV:

I've been in the restroom for like 30 minutes now, the others must wonder where I am. They probably think I'm dead by now. I'm literally so sad and disappointed in myself for letting Shawn into my life. For believing that he changed.. he called me a whore for fuck sake.

I need to get back though. They will answer me tons of questions if I stay here any longer. I stood up, looked in the mirror and went back to the party.

I walked past the couch where Shawn and his 'friends' were and they weren't there anymore well at least Shawn and Maddie... I shrugged it off and I saw Cameron still in the same spot. I walked over to him and sat down next to him resting my head on his shoulder.

"There you are, you've been gone for like 30 minutes" he said making me look at him.

"Yeah well things happened" I said locking our hands.

"What do you mean things happened" he said picking me up putting me onto his lap.

"Shawn..." I sighed.

"What did he do? Did he hurt you?"

"Well not physically but mentally yes." I said answering his question.

"He called me a whore" I said trying so hard not to tear up again.

"He called you what!" He said dropping his drink.

"Can we just go home?" I said looking at him. He nodded. We said our goodbyes to jack and Vik and we were off.

The car ride was silent again. I knew that Cameron had a lot of questions but he knew that I would break down in tears. We finally arrived at my place after 20 minutes.

"Want me to stay with you?"

"You know what I think it's better for me to be alone for tonight" I told him. He looks upset but nodded his head in agreement. I walked towards him and gave him a kiss.

"Thank you for being there for me" I said against his lips. He mouthed a 'you're welcome' and took off.

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"Jayden? Hello?" I said walking inside, no response. I saw a note on the table.

Staying at Cindy's for tonight x Jayden.

Great now I'm all alone again. I don't mind tho, I actually want to be alone right now.

I was still wearing the tight mini dress and I needed to wear something more comfortable. I went to my room and grabbed some sweatpants and a big hoodie. This is my kinda night.

I decided to watch Netflix and eat food for the rest of the night. I do that a lot when I'm sad. I'll just watch a movie and eat my favorite foods and I'm a lot happier again.

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The Kissing Booth was currently on and I literally ate so much food already. I'm a fatty
The movie was half way done when I got a call. It was from Shawn.
Do I pick up or not? I decided to pick up because I was curious what he had to say.

"Oh my g-god" I heard someone moaning. What.

"Fuck you're so tight Maddie" I heard him say. I dropped my phone and tears filled my eyes. Shawn is doing it with Maddie right now.....

I felt like my heart got ripped out of my chest. My fusion became blurry and I broke down in tears.

What have I done to deserve this?

A/N
This is so bad but y'all have been asking me to update today and I literally didn't have any time so here a quick one. It's bad I know but it's better than nothing right😂🙈

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