Cactus

Chapter 57 Jeremy's mission

(Jeremy's POV)

I rung the doorbell of Kirstin's house.

Why did Jenna have her address?  This is crazy...

I held the pocket knife, and hid it behind my back.

I don't want to kill.  I cant do this.

But my sister....

Jenna can do anything, she can find my sister and bring her back to that prison again.

The only way that I can make her safe is to listen to Jenna.

I have to do what I'm told.

I waited for a few minutes.

It is midnight, Kirstin must be sleeping.

Then the door opened.

A blonde hair girl stood there.

So this is Kirstin...

She looked a bit different probably because the picture Jenna showed me wasn't new.

Her hair is longer than the picture, and she had two piercings on her eye brow.

She is still half asleep.

She is so cute...and beautiful, she woke up like this?

"Can I help you?"  She mumbled.

Her voice was a bit hoarse.

"Kirstin?"  I questioned.

"You can call me Kirstie...."  She mumbled.

She yawned with her eyes only half opened.

Her eyes were red.  It's like she had been crying.

I have to do this now.

I grabbed her, and turned her.

I wrap my arms around her neck, and held up my knife.

She woke up completely, her eyes were wide open.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry....."  I said.

She screamed.

I tightened my grip to quiet her down, and I choked her.

Now..should I stab her...or choke her...?

Can I not do this?

She struggled, and grabbed my arm with her hand.

She dug her nails into my flesh.

I winced.

I should probably cut her now...I need to do this.

But I can't, I can't get my hand to move.

I never ever want to kill.  She is innocent, I don't want to hurt her.

Is there another way?

I looked at the ring on her index finger.

She wore it even at night, it must be really important.

"Give me that ring."  I said.

Then I realized that I was being rude.

"Please?"  I added the magic word.

She nodded.

I unwrapped my arm and let her go.

She took a deep breath, and she coughed hardly.

I almost came to her to pat her back.

After she recovered, she took off her ring, and gave it to me.

I received it from her.

Our hands touched, and her hand was so cold.

Is she cold?

She looked at me in panic, afraid that I'll do harm to her.

Don't be afraid..please...

I almost said.

We stared at each other. 

She is so pretty...the prettiest girl I've ever seen.

She looked at me, confused.

Then I realized that I was smiling.

This is really awkward.

I turned away, and left.

Why am I feeling like this?  And why are my cheeks burning?

A/N:  Do you think I'll actually kill Kirstie?  Come on  XD  

She's like one of my fav people in the world.  I love her so much.  

 What is Jeremy doing with Kirstie's ring though?  Stay tuned.